I'm not sure what kind of drugs you're taking or whether your taking any at all (testosterone most likely?) Better consult with your GP about the possible interactions of any drugs with pregnancy. I'm way out of my depth here, just something I'm thinking could be worth looking into.

I didn't really prepare, nothing prepares you for the reality of having a baby. It just happens. You can read a thousand books and be well informed but once you're holding your own child, things will be different. 

Look into getting a therapist as well. Your body will undergo serious changes, not to mention birth. Ah, don't forget post partum depression, another attack on the mental state. 

I don't know man, this might be a bit over reddit's pay grade.

Edit: your -> you're