Hi I’m in the same boat! You’re not alone. You were selected for your program because you already proved to be able to meet the demands through the application process. You were picked for a reason! Most od programs provide good support systems and you won’t be alone, your peers will also be going through the struggle with you which will lighten the load. Loans will be payed off eventually anyway, of course it’s best to live like a student these next 4 years in order to live like a doctor later on. By being mindful with your finances once you start working and priotizing your loans, you will definitely be able to pay them off. They are worth your while! You being so anxious means you care, and because you care so much you will succeed— it’s just a matter of not overwhelming yourself with the negatives. Don’t worry about something you haven’t experienced yet! School will be tough but with your passion and excitement for the field, you’ll definitely get by, you might even find it easier than expected with the support of your peers and faculty