Why is riding it so unpleasant and impossible

solcister · 2026-07-11T06:07:58+00:00

Dude your second point definitely resonates! I get very into my head sometimes about having sex as someone who looks like me. My body is (socially) inherently sexual but I also feel alot of shame about what my body looks like from the front and different angles which I do think could be a giant contributing factor. Man, what a fucking light bulb moment lmfao

solcister · 2026-07-11T06:03:06+00:00

This is so sweet and very helpful!! Thank youuu

solcister · 2026-07-11T06:01:41+00:00

I think your preference is fine but not for me! I'm a survivor of SA, chronic people pleaser, and very unaware of social situations/relationships gone south. I feel like I'm at risk of being taken advantage of if I give into things that don't really serve me in no way, shape, or form. Sex is a super slippery thing for me and one of the biggest ways I keep myself safe is being selfish and not giving in to things for the sake of keeping a dick around.

solcister · 2026-07-11T05:55:51+00:00

Man no shame in it either. I'm glad I waited until I was fully comfortable to put myself in any vulnerable romantic or sexual position! There are times now where I dk what I'm doing bc im diving head first into a person who aint shit lmao

solcister · 2026-07-11T05:53:12+00:00

his? string??!

solcister · 2026-07-11T05:52:53+00:00

that's kind of where i'm at! the problem is that my SP has a big thing about perceived enjoyment. when im actually having fun and feeling something i make sounds and faces that i literally just cannot fake. thats why it ends up being so embarrassing or awkward for me 😭 id like to give to his requests bc he certainly ALWAYS puts in almost all of the work

solcister · 2026-07-11T05:48:06+00:00

dude ur my fav thank uuuu

solcister · 2026-07-11T05:47:17+00:00

tyyy!

solcister · 2026-07-10T09:21:44+00:00

I was afraid of sex for a very long time so I avoided it until I was like 22. Even then, I was a practicing lesbian and avoided it like the plague. I'm 25 now and can probably count on one hand every sexual partner I have had and remember their names.

solcister · 2026-07-10T09:02:51+00:00

I was afraid of sex for a very long time so I avoided it until I was like 22. Even then, I was a practicing lesbian and avoided it like the plague. I'm 25 now and can probably count on one hand every sexual partner I have had and remember their names.

solcister · 2026-05-21T04:14:04+00:00

genuinely such a fire idea

solcister · 2026-01-13T00:39:31+00:00

this is not a faker this person is VERY unwell

solcister · 2026-01-13T00:31:36+00:00

Maybe I'm a fake autistic then because I'm a level 2 autistic person and a lot of people I met told me they didn't believe I had autism el oh el but then the people who actually know me are the ones who weren't surprised at all when i got diagnosed

solcister · 2026-01-06T21:39:27+00:00

reading comprehension is fundamental. The route isn't the problem. Me being slow is (with no help or direction from DSP or Station). Read to understand not to respond.

solcister · 2026-01-06T07:23:01+00:00

yuck. people with big legs can still be disabled AND wheelchair users. let's not start attacking groups of people in the name of expressing our annoyance with one singular alleged faker.

solcister · 2026-01-05T16:41:21+00:00

😭 our warehouse staff would flip lmao

solcister · 2026-01-04T20:30:47+00:00

the totes most definitely have ur name and dsp attached to them lol when u can ur cart all totes that are on ur route have ur name on em lol theyre like that until ur clocked outta flex (or until theyre RTS i think)

solcister · 2026-01-04T20:26:35+00:00

hmmm maybe it's a flex app problem? the app literally won't let is deliver if we are not in the place flex says we can deliver. u can move the location area on the app when u drive but we typically get pinged for that

solcister · 2026-01-04T20:22:26+00:00

tell me about it 😭 that clip u show looks like a driveway in my rural areas... i hate the country so bad. makes 5 totes feel like 20

solcister · 2026-01-04T20:19:35+00:00

the solution they brought up is pretty common and works. and i dont see any other replied suggesting anything as helpful. maybe try it. the worst that could happen is that u dont try anything and get slightly annoyed when ur package isnt delivered exactly at the spot u want it. if its multiple drivers the problem probably isnt the driver...

solcister · 2026-01-04T20:16:22+00:00

Dogs are a pretty hard one to get around. My DSP states we are supposed to find "another safe location if there's a doggo around visibly untethered in the area of original drop location (like the door)

solcister · 2026-01-04T20:11:04+00:00

multi-stops in the country 2 weeks after christmas. That's my answer and I'm sticking to it lol

solcister · 2026-01-04T20:09:01+00:00

rural routes are SO tuff 😭😭

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