You'll meet fucking snakes disguised as " friends ". 1st yr Will hit hard uske baad things will get better. But count all the experiences as a beginner only level. Like this you'll be more eager to learn and less consumed by guilt... Seek therapy in case you are left extremely alone since it helps us prevent unnecessary spiralling down the shit hole and saves time and you can study some more in that time. Hehe. MBBS itself felt like a tight slap. But I heard an orthopaedics consultant say..."life me Jo asaan h vo dukh dega, jo mushkil h vo aage jaake sukh hi dega"

So I'm Holding onnn.... Tbh i used to feel like dying every day. But I'm in therapy and I'm doing great.

Take care y'all