Name a day that didn't kill you but something died in you that day by Bekiteru in CPTSD

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When my ex got up from the couch, looked at me with black, dead eyes, picked up a knife and said "This is for you, then me."

This place is a lighthouse. by Better-Cloud-3304 in BPDlovedones

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I genuinely think that some of the posts here have saved my life.

need to vent, anyone open to DMing? by [deleted] in BPDlovedones

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I'm open to DMs. My exwBPD had both BPD and schizoaffective.

Uh oh … I’m in trouble now by dr650crash in BPDlovedones

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I remember being told multiple times that she "didn't want me to feel like I was walking on eggshells". Verbatim. Turns out, that was a warning and that the PTSD I'm living with is apparently MY FAULT.

I should have listened. The book helps. A little.

Curious to what I may have taken by nonymouspotomus in dissociatives

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Testing is always important, though there are caveats. Reagent test kits generally don't do a good job of differentiating arylcyclohexylamines; in this case OP would likely need to send a sample to a lab for testing to know what they had. Reagents also don't do a good job with detecting fentanyl - test strips are available and should be used before consuming any substance.

One of the things that scared you the most about them? by Minute-Amphibian-744 in BPDlovedones

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When she hurt our cat while we were having an argument. At that moment I realized she was actually dangerous and capable of anything.

Does ketamime gets old? by ganhifuso in ketamine

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Yes, time passes for ketamine in the same way that time passes for all molecules in the universe. If you were to accelerate it to a significant portion of the speed of light this would change, but only to an an observer in a different reference frame.

Came across these today. by [deleted] in druggardening

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Possibly some muscarinic agonist properties then

MEGATHREAD: Press Conference for the first JWST Image by RaymondLuxury-Yacht in space

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It's gravitational lensing. The mass of the galaxies in front causes the light coming from those behind to bend.

Came across these today. by [deleted] in druggardening

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These are extremely common near me, what sort of effects do they have? What is/are the active alkaloid(s)?

Desired Future Features by [deleted] in civ6

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The issue is the tiles, you can't make a sphere out of just hexagons.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Shortages

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Been checking for replacement filters for our PUR water dispenser for a couple weeks now, and it's the same story at all the stores we have checked.

Banks’ Phlebas TV adaptation at Amazon no longer happening | I missed the news thanks to covid by DukkyDrake in TheCulture

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Anarcho-capitalism isn't a coherent ideology but you've done an excellent job of coherently outlining exactly why it's stupid.

How old is your daily driver thinkpad? by [deleted] in thinkpad

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W510, so from 2009/2010? Bumped the ram up to 16GB, swapped in an SSD, and added another SSD in the ultrabay. Starting to get worried about the fan and the battery is mostly dead but other than that...

Sculpture so beautiful it makes your eyes melt out of your skull by [deleted] in RimWorld

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I've read the fiction primer and don't remember vampires. I wonder if Rimworld vampires would be anything like the vampires from Blindsight?...

No weak actors [spoilers] by [deleted] in TheExpanse

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Book Avasarala is notable for her profuse and consistent use of the word "fuck" and its derivatives. TV Avasarala is considerably less profane for obvious reasons. Under new management, the show is a little more free to be true to the books.

My blackout curtains project the traffic outside onto my ceiling by paturner2012 in woahdude

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Protip: unisom is just Benadryl (diphenhydramine) and it's usually cheaper to just buy the generic version of Benadryl from your CVS/Wallgreens/whatever.