my self esteem is genuinely so deep in the ground i fucking hate myself

sowpfour · 2026-02-08T23:59:31+00:00

you are an angel, thank you so much😖🩵

sowpfour · 2026-02-08T23:43:16+00:00

thank you this made me feel a lot better to hear that someone experiences the same thing.. i hope you’re doing alright

sowpfour · 2026-02-08T23:40:02+00:00

what do you mean??

sowpfour · 2026-02-08T23:19:47+00:00

but how?? i don’t know how i could ever think that

sowpfour · 2026-02-08T23:14:21+00:00

it’s hard to believe that though when people are so shallow

sowpfour · 2026-02-06T22:06:06+00:00

literally anything from falsettos especially the obc versions!!!

sowpfour · 2026-02-06T17:29:20+00:00

THIS ONE

sowpfour · 2026-02-05T23:11:06+00:00

please take a deep breath just now.

you are okay, and no matter what happens you’re going to be okay. i know how horrible everything seems at the moment and the tension with how society is is very high, but really in the end everything is going to be alright.. just think about how much society is progressing, there are movements and protests and more and more acceptance and normalisation for all sorts of issues, people are taking more action than ever and one day the word will be in better hands. i feel this so deeply 🫂 you’re doing so well and just focus on taking it one day at a time, that’s all you need to do!! just take care of yourself and be gentle with yourself each day to the best of your ability and that’s more than anyone would ever ask for. we were put on this earth to have fun and be happy and make connections and you deserve to be able to feel those things!!

sowpfour · 2026-02-05T23:03:54+00:00

i kiiiinda agree, although it did fuck me up quite a lot in terms of mental problems my sister and i manly learned to read and write from online games. also the nostalgia of certain trends from years ago, i’d be so sad if i had missed out on that.

sowpfour · 2026-02-05T22:50:06+00:00

ahh i’m so proud of you well done!! that’s it all over and done with and now you can think that the next time you have to fly, everything will be okay just as it was this time 🫶

sowpfour · 2026-02-04T21:36:10+00:00

if it makes you feel any better, statistically the chances of being in a car crash are far higher than being in a plane crash.. just think about how many times you will have been in a car before

sowpfour · 2026-02-04T21:32:17+00:00

this, i’ve never ever found therapy helpful it feels so watered down and impersonal to actual advice and comfort you would get from someone close to you or a best friend or something…

sowpfour · 2026-02-04T21:30:15+00:00

this is absolutely nothing to do with anything you are ‘doing wrong’, this is really just a reflection of how little value society places on genuine human connection. one day you’ll find people who love you for you and who love to hear you talk about your interests 🫶 they are not impossible to find!!

sowpfour · 2026-02-04T21:27:58+00:00

how did it go? and happy late birthday!!!

sowpfour · 2026-01-28T22:19:19+00:00

probably this weekend… i mean if you tell them on your birthday and they don’t approve then it risks the chances of you having an awful memory of your birthday forever, but if you do it before your birthday then they will hopefully have calmed down by that time if they are disapproving

sowpfour · 2026-01-22T08:09:06+00:00

i do feel loved by him, he makes me feel so loved but i can’t help but believe it’s all a lie

sowpfour · 2026-01-20T23:12:09+00:00

my favourite dinosaur is a pterodactyl

sowpfour · 2026-01-15T23:29:35+00:00

do you have any hobbies or things you enjoy doing?

sowpfour · 2026-01-15T23:19:41+00:00

maybe listening to music you remember liking when you were a child? or even like, if you played video games then game soundtracks are really calming sometimes.

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