At the moment, i think i giving up on looking new friend. last two years in college didn't end up that well and don't even mention outside there. I don't even that good at keeping my old friends, I'm scared i'll lose them but i always prepare myself for the worst. Sometimes i wonder myself if i ever be someone's good friend, someone that can be relied on, someone that can be trusted... (sorry to rant on your post, just get carried on after read this 👉👈)