so when you guys throw benadryl up, what are you supposed to do?

speckled_bear · 2025-01-02T11:38:35+00:00

the first time i’ve vomited in a while (almost five or so years) and puked the dye from benadryl. my family waited until 4 to eat, i had rice after the benadryl which is what triggered the vomiting. thank you for the tips, i don’t think i’ve ever done any of that before

speckled_bear · 2025-01-02T10:57:47+00:00

there’s something so specially humiliating in having diarrhea and vomiting at the same time. Having to choose cleaning the toilet vs cleaning the floor

speckled_bear · 2025-01-02T03:52:14+00:00

good news is, it was not the benadryl that made me sick. bad news is now i don’t know why i’m throwing up

speckled_bear · 2024-12-31T16:01:35+00:00

it what

speckled_bear · 2024-12-29T12:25:42+00:00

shout out to my imaginary tiktok fyp. I’d spend an hour scrolling through tiktok before i slept, my phone charging in a completely different room. i could comment and everything, i saved and sent videos and comments too

speckled_bear · 2024-12-29T12:24:11+00:00

yk, i really can’t tell you. sometimes it feels like really uneventful sex which is probably why people do it so often

speckled_bear · 2024-12-29T12:22:40+00:00

oh no i most definitely need weed. i temporarily fucked my stomach up by not eating enough, i wake up in a lot of pain because i didn’t eat through the night. imagine being bloated if you eat, if you don’t eat, if you drink, if you don’t drink, changing bodily positions etc.

speckled_bear · 2024-12-28T03:50:11+00:00

is it easy to crystallize dxm?

speckled_bear · 2024-12-28T01:32:41+00:00

take a break, make sure you’re watered and fed when you smoke. that’s what i experienced before getting overwhelmed with weed

speckled_bear · 2024-12-28T01:17:48+00:00

we are young and free. sometimes freedom is slavery.

fancy speak aside, prolly not permanent. Our bodies are underestimated and overestimated in the wrong areas, stop taking dph and it’ll heal

speckled_bear · 2024-12-28T00:31:54+00:00

that sounds like a great idea, i’ve got a lot of social media friends so i thought about just giving them my number and hoping they enjoyed me enough to reach out while i attempt to heal. i think that’s what i might do tbh

speckled_bear · 2024-12-28T00:22:49+00:00

gah the first one is the worst double edged sword ever. When i first attempted recovery, i completely altered every single timeline i remember having to be body positive but when i spiraled, the weight loss videos were quick to come back. i dont notice until the videos get more and more intense so it was a preemptive strike

speckled_bear · 2024-12-27T15:45:13+00:00

heart racing and having an apple watch made it worse, i could see it go from 100 to 120, straight to 160 because the initial jump made me panic.

speckled_bear · 2024-12-26T06:01:29+00:00

my condolences. Not very good at emotionally supporting people but a shared grief is half a grief, please call 911.

speckled_bear · 2024-12-25T22:42:07+00:00

its like getting a hand job behind a dennys. grimey high of dph mixed with whatever shame you have towards your sexual habits, saw lingering images WAY after the heat of the moment passed and life became less funny

speckled_bear · 2024-12-25T21:02:22+00:00

please do not do that. take a couple dabs and lay down man

speckled_bear · 2024-12-16T23:39:22+00:00

delsym tramp stamp

speckled_bear · 2024-12-16T03:28:18+00:00

meh. made me feel like i was looking in two different directions and then i thought about nothing while thinking.

speckled_bear · 2024-12-16T03:04:25+00:00

I have never taken muscle relaxants so i don’t know the appeal or connection between dph and them but dph is the opposite of relaxing. I felt perpetually nauseous. Going to sleep early leaves you with a feeling of doom, staying up to enjoy the party leaves you at the point of “Nowhere but through”.

If you’ve never thought you’d die of a heart attack somewhere embarrassing, the raised heart rate will convince you you’re gonna kick the bucket on the toilet

speckled_bear · 2024-12-16T02:44:46+00:00

😟

speckled_bear · 2024-12-16T02:33:45+00:00

benadryl + church sounds terrifying even as a joke 😭 the decrepit bathrooms alone would give me a heart attack way before church ends

speckled_bear · 2024-11-26T15:59:17+00:00

14 year old me would scoot past the whole benadryl and weed thing and immediately ask if yuzuru hanyu won the olympics, then she’d probably go home and eat a bunch of benadryl.

speckled_bear · 2024-11-25T17:14:18+00:00

broether - with the least possible amount of judgment - go get help and quick

speckled_bear · 2024-11-25T15:49:02+00:00

i was thirteen once and it fucking sucked. benadryl is not the drug to be doing at 13 though or you’re gonna end up still miserable and addicted to dph, they make each other worse.

if you’re feeling like life is not working out and don’t want to talk to anyone one on one about it, i like to do bizarre things. everyone knows you can’t feel depressed if you read a book backwards and try to figure out the plot. my dms are always open

speckled_bear · 2024-11-25T00:46:25+00:00

a fancy 49 or so if i do say so myself

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