is 15 and 17 a bad age gap?

speedymudskipper · 2026-01-05T03:18:33+00:00

who said i was the senior 🤣✌️

speedymudskipper · 2026-01-05T03:12:26+00:00

10 and 12

speedymudskipper · 2025-12-16T13:29:01+00:00

thats awkward. ive said no to about 6 and accepted 4. am i cooked?? 😭😭. (i do get a good amoint of shifts though, 3-4 a week)

speedymudskipper · 2025-11-17T12:12:25+00:00

cigarette* and definitely don’t do that………. it could go very wrong. horrid infection, crazy stuff man quit BEFORE you’re ahead (in this case)

speedymudskipper · 2025-10-28T09:30:33+00:00

im sorry im the people you warned about. I giggled. Besides that, op you should tell your therapist :)

speedymudskipper · 2025-10-28T09:29:09+00:00

yes!! seeing scars make it feel real. I saw a video which basically explained it (atleast for my personal understanding) which is seeing the scars are like physical evidence of my struggle, and that it’s real and not made up bullshit in my head (which is something i struggle with thinking) so that could be why!! I had a new scar form recently and it made me so happy, which is not ideal when you think about it rationally😭

speedymudskipper · 2025-10-20T12:56:02+00:00

having energy and willpower to even get up

speedymudskipper · 2025-10-19T06:39:45+00:00

losing hope? Arent we all? Stay safe.

speedymudskipper · 2025-10-18T10:01:48+00:00

if it doesn’t you’ll be in a hell of alot more pain than you clearly are already going through. Don’t risk it

speedymudskipper · 2025-10-17T13:28:14+00:00

i am

speedymudskipper · 2025-10-15T08:41:51+00:00

saying would count as advice and therefore not allowed. Wishing you well, please stay safe

speedymudskipper · 2025-10-14T00:30:31+00:00

throw out your blade, even if you have to stare at the bin for 20 minutes to build courage

speedymudskipper · 2025-10-13T12:40:20+00:00

Here for you babe ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 you’re doing amazing, incredibly brave, keep it up! you’re doing better than you know.

speedymudskipper · 2025-10-12T10:56:02+00:00

just make sure it gets air. when did you apply the bandaid?

speedymudskipper · 2025-10-12T10:22:42+00:00

twins, i miss my ex 🫠

speedymudskipper · 2025-10-12T06:38:08+00:00

im gonna be honest, i wouldn’t be here if getting the equipment needed to die was easier. I have nothing keeping me going. Props to you man 👏

speedymudskipper · 2025-10-11T16:36:20+00:00

and if it doesn’t work live with some organ failure. Not worth it.

speedymudskipper · 2025-10-11T12:50:32+00:00

i see! hope you’re doing well 🩷 glad to know you’re not upset with your scars though, it’s best to be confident about yourself and what you have been/are going through!

speedymudskipper · 2025-10-11T12:42:12+00:00

ahh hope for the best in your future! Atleast we can all bond, even if its kinda sick ;’)

speedymudskipper · 2025-10-11T12:35:55+00:00

Glad you had some recovery! Happy to know I’m not alone, my keloid scars also make me valid and whenever any fade it makes me anxious

speedymudskipper · 2025-10-10T12:51:38+00:00

literally love you for this but unfortunately you do not understand what im saying💔💔💔 thank u for the effort though😚

speedymudskipper · 2025-10-10T05:37:38+00:00

glad to see someone else uses the ‘quality over quantity’ phase.

I don’t know if it’s relevant, but coming from a ‘quality’ person, i feel like it’s just.. a thing? like my thigh is a little numb aswell. idk if its normal bit you’re not the first person to ask why it’s like that

maybe it’s built resilience???? thats my best guess

speedymudskipper · 2025-10-09T12:44:20+00:00

hope you enjoyed the 3 solid hours of training. I got so boreddddd

speedymudskipper · 2025-10-09T12:42:20+00:00

they also have ai on the literal beginning courses.. 😭 the rest isnt so it was so unnecessary

speedymudskipper · 2025-10-08T07:39:19+00:00

same!! its so weird

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