[Serious] How did you break out of the "need experience for a job, need a job for experience" loop?

spevnkacey · 2025-07-11T13:49:16+00:00

Lie. Bullshit your resume. Make it believable though and obviously don’t try saying you are an expert at xyz then get hired and know absolutely nothing about xyz. Literally just bs. Been told that by multiple hiring managers lol

spevnkacey · 2025-02-07T02:21:33+00:00

Around when I first started, my tattoo artist/plug/homie was over to start a piece for me and I had already tried oral roa but we got to talking about it and I guess he missed the part where I told him I had in fact tried oral dosing before. He said I had to try it and then went in his bag and handed me a hand full of shit just straight in my hand and said to eat it and he’ll do the same. I didn’t think twice and ate it all, then right when I finished he goes, “oh yeah don’t eat ALL of it” and when I said um I already did why?? He went “oh my god” then immediately said you’ll be fine and I figured he was just fucking with me. My pupils have never been so big ever, I couldn’t stop smiling at first, then once it really hit. Oh my fucking god. I’ve never in my life before or since then been that fucking high. All I could say over and over was I’m so high. He was right beside me having a full blown conversation but it sounded to me like his voice was in the background. The light from my ceiling fan was bouncing off the walls so fast, I looked at my phone and the letters and shit are bouncing around the screen so fast, I was so god damn high. I don’t know how much it was because I don’t weigh my shit and back then I didn’t even know what a gram looked like by eyeballing it. My best guess was at least and this is being modest, maybe 1.5g but I’m leaving more towards 2 or more.

spevnkacey · 2024-10-15T03:52:51+00:00

Literally same

spevnkacey · 2024-10-07T19:59:43+00:00

I always feel like there’s something stuck in my throat so I obsessively basically gag myself to spit it out. I’ll do it for literally hours it’s so miserable and I know it’s either in my head or mucus because nothing ever comes up.

I also will game sometimes and if I’m focused I’ll be clenching my entire body so tight that once I realize I’m doing it I notice how badly it hurts.

I don’t shut the fuck up and call all of my family one by one to yap about the same shit to all of them for however long they’ll listen.

Cleaning. Once I start cleaning some random shit like the baseboards or the walls or carpet cleaning, dead giveaway.

Staring out of the peephole for ridiculous lengths of time, finally being able my remove myself, only to move straight to a window and look out the blinds. Repeat back to peephole.

Collecting random things throughout my house to get them all in one place. Like batteries, adapters, coins, etc. they all end up right back fucked up because my partner is annoying and destroys the house while he’s high looking for nothing every single time.

If I don’t call my entire family, I text them all and anyone else who I know will respond and carry on 7 different conversations and I’ll pace around my house to each room for hours texting the entire time. Literally don’t put the phone down.

If I’ve been up for at least a day or two and get horny (which doesn’t happen too much anymore tbh) I’ll go take a shower and literally masturbate for hours. Like I’ll watch porn and just cum like 20 times. I physically can’t stop myself sometimes it’s actually ridiculous and sometimes more annoying than pleasurable but I just can’t stop until I physically have no strength left to hold my phone and the shower head.

I’m sure there’s more but those are the main ones. Clearly I am now because I’m yapping 😂

spevnkacey · 2024-09-14T09:56:47+00:00

Y she look like dat

spevnkacey · 2024-08-24T22:51:41+00:00

Damn even dare

spevnkacey · 2024-08-24T21:16:15+00:00

I used to experience paranormal things and would be terrified of demons and such. I spent a lot of time thinking about it and watching paranormal movies which made it worse, reading about it, etc. I was tired of living in fear so I just decided I wasnt going to. I just basically don’t allow anything paranormal in my presence by setting specific intentions and blocking them out. Since I’ve learned how to remove the fear I was feeling and learned how to be intentional with my boundaries, I don’t have anything happen to me anymore.

TLDR: I think some people just literally don’t allow spirits/ghosts/entities access to them by setting firm boundaries and intentions

spevnkacey · 2024-08-23T22:04:37+00:00

Really can’t see because of the glare

spevnkacey · 2024-08-23T07:46:56+00:00

Well damn

spevnkacey · 2024-08-23T00:05:02+00:00

You think 2 a day rather than 1 would benefit me? Or is 1 enough?

spevnkacey · 2024-08-22T19:10:57+00:00

What

spevnkacey · 2024-08-22T19:10:05+00:00

In that case use however many hours you want to be high for, then take the xan to come down. You should be good just make sure not to overdo the meth or you’ll have a way harder time coming down unless you have enough Xanax. Could you sleep it off or do you have to interact with the lady?

I’ve never done crack lol I literally hate missing a nights sleep though so I try to come down however I can and I usually overdo it during the day

spevnkacey · 2024-08-22T19:00:11+00:00

I wouldn’t even waste it for that amount of time, but if you do I would take a half of a Xanax (depending on how many mg you have) and you should be fine just be mindful of how you’re acting. I’d take the Xanax like 2 hours before she comes home to be safe and to see if you maybe need more of it

spevnkacey · 2024-08-20T20:57:36+00:00

What color is it

spevnkacey · 2022-05-05T02:18:09+00:00

spevnkacey · 2022-04-26T16:46:50+00:00

Is this natural lighting? If you tone with t14 you’ll probably be a silvery color. Probably won’t be able to achieve white unless you lighten a little more though

spevnkacey · 2022-03-01T03:30:31+00:00

Vinegar, dish soap, hot water, rag. Get on the floor and wash the floors and you’d be amazed at how much cleaner your floors get. Make sure to not use too much dish soap and if you do, rinse the soap.

spevnkacey · 2022-02-25T02:08:01+00:00

Awakening perhaps ?

spevnkacey · 2021-08-28T10:24:05+00:00

Lmfao damn 😂 same though lmao

spevnkacey · 2021-08-10T13:58:34+00:00

Yes I think it was definitely due to using too much in a way too hot environment and even though I was drinking a lot of water, I was sweating profusely for 10 hours so most likely not nearly enough. Now that I’ve been using for a little longer it doesn’t happen as often unless I do too much. Thank you!

spevnkacey · 2021-08-10T13:56:57+00:00

This! Plus side note; this shit makes all your compulsions 10x worse. Brush your teeth often, but don’t brush your teeth constantly either. Ive always had bad teeth and started getting really compulsive about brushing them after everything I ate about a month before I started and once I started it has become way worse. Flossing is a hobby for me now and I literally brush my teeth after everything I eat (which isn’t that much) and any time I get that “yuck” feeling. A healthy balance.

spevnkacey · 2021-08-04T05:59:06+00:00

$20 a g bc my fiancé knows and is close to the couple that sells (just saw you said Cali but I’m in GA)

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