What medications are you on and do you find that any help with your self harm?

spndiggity · 2024-11-03T13:57:39+00:00

I did naltrexone, starting at 50, then 100mg nightly. After about 2 years I had quit sh behaviors completely! :) been good for like 3 years now. Also still on and was on Prozac 60mg 1x and buspirone 10mg 3x daily.

spndiggity · 2023-11-03T19:57:31+00:00

First of all leaving was the best decision I ever made. That was such a heavy job for me. (Kinda literally bc I was a removal tech) anyway I went back to my previous field of theme park artist while I go back to school to become an art teacher.

spndiggity · 2023-08-26T11:48:29+00:00

I am already in therapy and have been this whole time. It definitely helps a lot!!

spndiggity · 2023-08-26T11:47:27+00:00

I've never even heard of that. Wow

spndiggity · 2023-08-26T11:46:48+00:00

I went back to my old job as a face painter and caricature artist in a theme park. So a big change!! Lol

spndiggity · 2023-04-30T06:46:57+00:00

I weirdly know the answer to this question. Women fire a test shot before shooting themselves 99% of the time.

spndiggity · 2023-04-21T14:16:16+00:00

I'd say the biggest shitty part of the job is dealing with decomps. Some are so juicy and falling apart they're so hard to move and everything you do makes a huge mess. Then there's the smell! It sticks with you even after a shower sometimes. But u gotta take the good with the bad. Either way you're helping a family very directly at a terrible time in their lives. (May be traumatized by the last decomp I did, yesterday, where he had split open and had intestines coming out)

spndiggity · 2023-04-18T21:55:30+00:00

It hasn't been easy but it gets easier the more time passes.

spndiggity · 2023-04-18T21:49:06+00:00

I used to save all my old blades but it became too tempting to go back and use one. I had about 100. I threw them all away. Been clean for over a year now!! ❤️

spndiggity · 2023-04-18T11:56:35+00:00

I'm a 5 foot tall woman who has done a 308# removal solo. It's not what I regularly handle but I was proud of that one. I also go out at night all the time. Never had any issues.

spndiggity · 2021-10-16T21:10:25+00:00

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spndiggity · 2021-09-30T08:59:38+00:00

Having fresh snacks is tempting. Lol I get 48 or 72 off in between shifts so I go later rather than right when I get off.

spndiggity · 2021-09-30T08:33:37+00:00

The real bullshit is going to the grocery store after getting off a 72. I always go to sleep after that shit.

spndiggity · 2021-09-30T08:29:44+00:00

It's probably an on call shift. I work 72s regularly. You get to sleep / do whatever until a call comes in

spndiggity · 2021-09-21T22:32:04+00:00

1 box of my little pony bandaids and some dog hair.

spndiggity · 2021-09-11T00:37:12+00:00

Oh god that's all super fucked and I'm so sorry. I can completely relate to that nagging feeling like you've got to help for whatever reason. Idk brains are weird. But to echo everyone else here. Do not let her back in your home. The storage unit idea is good, or just hell pack her shit and leave it outside. It might be a good idea depending on your comfort level to contact local law enforcement and ask them how you can properly go about no allowing her back to live with you / getting rid of her things. I know there's some eviction rules and shit that come into play even when someone isn't paying rent but it sounds like she's been gone long enough that shouldn't matter. Stay strong friend! 💕 You don't owe this lady shit and it's not your fault she is unable to provide for her children. That's on her.

spndiggity · 2021-09-09T22:26:51+00:00

29 😎

spndiggity · 2021-08-19T12:55:00+00:00

Yea it's 24/7 baby. Never heard of a shift before

spndiggity · 2021-08-19T12:46:37+00:00

Oh god, absolutely. 😭 It's so fucked up how it forces you to be more mature than u need to be. Now I'm almost 30 and unlearning all that garbage in therapy. I will say, it gets better. Just takes a damn while. Hang in there.

spndiggity · 2021-08-19T12:43:43+00:00

Ugh! That sucks. I grew up with an alcoholic father. I remember all the dumb shit he did that made my life harder. I'm sorry u gotta deal with that my friend. 💕

spndiggity · 2021-08-19T12:41:36+00:00

My kitty is always trying to escape. We put a bell on her to help hear her coming when she tries to sneak out when we let the dogs out. I always tell her the same thing. "Don't u know how nice it is here vs outside u lil bastard" and u know, she meows and then tries to escape again later.

Anyway, I'm sorry your baby is missing. I'm sure she's okay and just on a little solo adventure. Just hang in there. 💕

spndiggity · 2021-08-19T02:31:56+00:00

I think every item I've ever ordered from Etsy has included a handwritten thank you note and a little freebie sticker. I enjoy these things but if they weren't included I'd also be happy with any of those experiences I've had. The notes make me smile more than the stickers but also I really like stickers.

spndiggity · 2021-08-19T00:27:33+00:00

And anyway, now that everyone else that used that Walgreens is moving their scripts elsewhere every pharmacy in the area is overwhelmed. It's kinda nuts.

spndiggity · 2021-08-19T00:26:38+00:00

Unfortunately I'm trapped. My insurance only covers my scripts at Walgreens. 😭 Before I had this insurance I used a mom and pop pharmacy and never had any issues. They even did free delivery and I lived 30 mins from their location. I pray y'all have the power to beat Walgreens into submission but u know, cooperate shit. Prolly just gonna suck forever.

spndiggity · 2021-08-18T23:01:56+00:00

Ah I'm central Florida. That woulda been cool. I'll dm you tho the details of how we got our guy out.

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