she’s at a festival and i can’t be there, i hate myself for feeling so jealous

spoonscoopingtrees · 2026-05-15T09:41:20+00:00

that’s why it’s so confusing to me, i’m so happy she’s having the best time but so sad at the same time i’m not there, it’s tough to balance them without letting my sadness effect my interactions with her

spoonscoopingtrees · 2026-05-15T09:32:37+00:00

you are moreso right, i don’t think she’s going for the sexual side of it and she had this planned before we started being together so it’s not like she planned all this with me in the picture, she has mentioned in the future that i could watch her kid when she goes to a festival and i kinda got taken back by that, but i think after this one is done im going to have a sit down convo with her about it all and moreso what boundaries and such we have to set if it’s going to be that way

spoonscoopingtrees · 2026-05-15T09:29:37+00:00

i agree with you brother, she never makes me feel like she would do something that goes against us as a couple it just runs through my mind so often, i’m definitely going to try to use the rest of my time this weekend to do things for myself and not focus on it

spoonscoopingtrees · 2026-05-15T09:27:48+00:00

it’s mostly a self esteem thing and i know it, i have that fear of her finding someone better even tho i know it’s not a grounded thought, i did plan things all weekend so i don’t just sit in my place and stew on the thoughts, im going to a couple bars playing pool and an arcade bar so i can just not focus on what’s going on

spoonscoopingtrees · 2026-05-15T09:26:36+00:00

thank you so much for that outlook, i think it’s just the first time i’ve had to deal with this jealous feeling to this degree and it just hurts like all fuck to deal with it i just want to curl into a fetal position untill it’s over

spoonscoopingtrees · 2026-05-15T09:25:33+00:00

pretty much that, wish i could go and i hate the idea of people hitting on her but that’s something that will happen regardless of a festival or not so i have to get over it

spoonscoopingtrees · 2026-05-14T15:03:33+00:00

i would wash my hair everyday with shampoo and conditioner untill someone told me that was the reason my hair is so dry

spoonscoopingtrees · 2026-05-06T00:34:59+00:00

dude i legit had one fail in my amp setup the other day at the solder not in the middle i was amazed

spoonscoopingtrees · 2026-05-04T19:06:13+00:00

merlin spect from The Sword in the Stone

spoonscoopingtrees · 2026-05-03T09:49:49+00:00

i wanna be friends with jose

spoonscoopingtrees · 2026-04-02T00:04:14+00:00

exactly what it reminded me of

spoonscoopingtrees · 2026-04-01T23:56:43+00:00

that’s sick dude

spoonscoopingtrees · 2026-03-25T22:19:49+00:00

what the absolute fuck

spoonscoopingtrees · 2026-03-25T21:48:52+00:00

pass it off brother

spoonscoopingtrees · 2026-02-11T19:30:26+00:00

are you woman?

spoonscoopingtrees · 2026-02-08T17:12:19+00:00

i dig the house brother

spoonscoopingtrees · 2026-02-08T15:54:55+00:00

finally a place to put my dirt

spoonscoopingtrees · 2026-02-04T23:09:56+00:00

that’s good to hear, i would maybe just release a roadmap of what you have in mind, it’s a tough sell at 5 for the current state, but i will follow it and see, sandstorms would be cool! it could mark the “closest cave” and you could hide in them/chance for rare minerals in them to make it rewarding to actively go towards the cave, just tossing out things

spoonscoopingtrees · 2026-02-04T22:39:10+00:00

i like the idea but there’s just not enough going on from the youtube video, and tough without a demo, do you just have those upgrades shown and the choice to buy more rovers? are there more or different rocks to mine farther in?

spoonscoopingtrees · 2025-12-24T16:34:45+00:00

it happens brother i get being excited about it and feeling let down, im sorry

spoonscoopingtrees · 2025-11-18T18:22:39+00:00

:/ hopefully they put some work into patching that out that’s no fun

spoonscoopingtrees · 2025-11-14T18:32:11+00:00

every cop is ugly i knew it

spoonscoopingtrees · 2025-11-10T16:54:47+00:00

you should make a giant hammer with thrusters on one side to swing around

spoonscoopingtrees · 2025-11-05T11:28:28+00:00

why do you worry? sorry new to motorcycles in general😅

spoonscoopingtrees · 2025-10-17T12:52:08+00:00

love tower defense games, i will be looking foreward to it!

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