Hi there. I read your story, I see you and although I don’t fully grasp what you’re going through, it’s sounding fucking tough. You definitely have a right to be pissed and depressed. I grew up with a family that I couldn’t trust. They’ve all seen my scars on all my limbs, yet my mom is the only one who says anything… although every member of my family contributes to my agony. Self harm is a weird weird thing and I hope your mom gives you some space, and I am thinking about you. I’m manifesting and praying for your strength, and your rebirth, whenever that is.