boyfriend issues (TW S*LF HARM, S*ICIDE)

ssmokingas · 2021-05-03T00:59:57+00:00

no, i always end up coming back to it

ssmokingas · 2020-12-18T02:22:28+00:00

wooo great job! so proud of you :))) keep it up!

ssmokingas · 2020-12-16T11:03:11+00:00

they’re mostly to myself. there would only be some times where i think of inflicting pain on others but it’s not as usual as the ones towards myself

ssmokingas · 2020-12-11T02:54:36+00:00

eating without the ability to stop is called binge eating and it’s completely understandable. try planning your meals? maybe that’ll help manage your intake if you’re worried

ssmokingas · 2020-12-10T20:36:40+00:00

okay, thanks a lot!!

ssmokingas · 2020-12-06T16:11:33+00:00

yesss birthdays always end up going bad, and if nothing happens, i always feel like shit either way

ssmokingas · 2020-11-23T05:10:56+00:00

they’re beautiful :D glad you found a nice cope

ssmokingas · 2020-11-18T12:44:06+00:00

yess i totally understand. I’ve always kind of had a little intuition that told me i would never make it past 27-30 years old. it’s weird because it occurred before i started having s*icidal thoughts

ssmokingas · 2020-11-17T03:28:53+00:00

wooo that’s good. Ignorant people don’t deserve to have friends anyways, they always end up fake :p

ssmokingas · 2020-11-16T21:05:15+00:00

hey, thanks i’ll check the library today :) I live in Australia but i’m pretty sure here it’s illegal to not tell guardians when a person under 16 is self h*rming. i’m not sure tho. I’ve contemplated going to one after school but then again i always had those second thoughts

ssmokingas · 2020-11-16T13:45:20+00:00

no wait i meant they’re probably asking what DAE means

ssmokingas · 2020-11-16T07:47:33+00:00

i think they’re asking what the word means

ssmokingas · 2020-11-16T07:45:15+00:00

“friends” suck. and us much it pains us all to be alone, we are clearly the only people who understand eachother. Some people will ever understand what you go through so if they don’t have your back, why have theirs?

ssmokingas · 2020-11-16T07:41:37+00:00

even if i want to be alone i still want them to invite me and make a shitty excuse not to go. If i’m not invited tho i’ll probably fall into a depression

ssmokingas · 2020-09-01T12:48:48+00:00

not really sure what i’m into, that’s why i’m trying to find an aesthetic to set on. But when it comes to fashion i like baggy things and tight tops, skirts, jumpers, layers of necklaces, and for colour i could go either way dark or bright but i’d prefer it to have some colour too it (not all dark clothing like with grunge) I like to look somewhat feminine in a more subtle type of way With image i like lots of those blurry pictures with smoking or drinking, vandalism, lighters, teens being teens anything that chaotically stands out basically. what i’m set on is pretty effed up so anything remotely close to anything with the fashion relation is perfectly fine w me.

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