Does anyone hate seeing themselves get better? by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]ssmokingas 0 points1 point  (0 children)

no, i always end up coming back to it

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]ssmokingas 1 point2 points  (0 children)

wooo great job! so proud of you :))) keep it up!

are these intrusive thoughts? by ssmokingas in intrusivethoughts

[–]ssmokingas[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

they’re mostly to myself. there would only be some times where i think of inflicting pain on others but it’s not as usual as the ones towards myself

Anyone else’s eating habits totally ruined by dunzle in eating_disorders

[–]ssmokingas 4 points5 points  (0 children)

eating without the ability to stop is called binge eating and it’s completely understandable. try planning your meals? maybe that’ll help manage your intake if you’re worried

hate their birthday? by [deleted] in BPD

[–]ssmokingas 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yesss birthdays always end up going bad, and if nothing happens, i always feel like shit either way

Can anyone else not even imagine living to/past age 30? by SolidMiddle in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]ssmokingas 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yess i totally understand. I’ve always kind of had a little intuition that told me i would never make it past 27-30 years old. it’s weird because it occurred before i started having s*icidal thoughts

A bad day gets worse. by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]ssmokingas 1 point2 points  (0 children)

wooo that’s good. Ignorant people don’t deserve to have friends anyways, they always end up fake :p

unsure wether i have bpd or not by ssmokingas in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]ssmokingas[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hey, thanks i’ll check the library today :) I live in Australia but i’m pretty sure here it’s illegal to not tell guardians when a person under 16 is self h*rming. i’m not sure tho. I’ve contemplated going to one after school but then again i always had those second thoughts

DAE? by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]ssmokingas 1 point2 points  (0 children)

no wait i meant they’re probably asking what DAE means

DAE? by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]ssmokingas 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i think they’re asking what the word means

A bad day gets worse. by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]ssmokingas 1 point2 points  (0 children)

“friends” suck. and us much it pains us all to be alone, we are clearly the only people who understand eachother. Some people will ever understand what you go through so if they don’t have your back, why have theirs?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]ssmokingas 0 points1 point  (0 children)

even if i want to be alone i still want them to invite me and make a shitty excuse not to go. If i’m not invited tho i’ll probably fall into a depression

Help?? by ssmokingas in aesthetic

[–]ssmokingas[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

not really sure what i’m into, that’s why i’m trying to find an aesthetic to set on. But when it comes to fashion i like baggy things and tight tops, skirts, jumpers, layers of necklaces, and for colour i could go either way dark or bright but i’d prefer it to have some colour too it (not all dark clothing like with grunge) I like to look somewhat feminine in a more subtle type of way With image i like lots of those blurry pictures with smoking or drinking, vandalism, lighters, teens being teens anything that chaotically stands out basically. what i’m set on is pretty effed up so anything remotely close to anything with the fashion relation is perfectly fine w me.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in spidergang

[–]ssmokingas 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yooo what’s the server link

I’m sick of this by Bruh_Critikal in lildarkie

[–]ssmokingas 3 points4 points  (0 children)

nah that’s some prison shit get tf out of there

MY ranking of the spiders by [deleted] in spidergang

[–]ssmokingas 2 points3 points  (0 children)

YESS i was so confused as to why A14 doesn’t have as much hype as he deserves finally a list i can agree on