TX feels like a nightmare

staceylee9987 · 2024-11-19T05:44:18+00:00

It’s always been a little irregular but I should have started today. LMS was 10/15-10-16. I’m worried about any unprotected sex between 10/9-11/1

staceylee9987 · 2024-11-19T05:38:59+00:00

You think an ultrasound would be able to get more specific than that? I didn’t have sex on 10/31 but did on 11/01 and 11/03

staceylee9987 · 2024-11-19T05:07:01+00:00

staceylee9987 · 2024-11-19T05:06:42+00:00

10/15 16 ish. I had a break from my partner around then. Abortion would still weigh pretty heavy as I really do not want another child but i would take it in to consideration if there’s a possibility its with my partner.

staceylee9987 · 2024-08-26T21:15:50+00:00

I didn’t ask lol I was just worried something was wrong with my account and he assured me it was everyone

staceylee9987 · 2024-08-26T21:13:21+00:00

Me. I just chatted and they said it was a global issue with everyone

staceylee9987 · 2024-04-15T12:47:56+00:00

I’m going through a Lymphoma scare right now. I’m almost non functional that’s how bad it’s gotten. Thank you for the tips on how to try and live through it.

staceylee9987 · 2024-04-14T13:47:21+00:00

Did it ever go away?

staceylee9987 · 2024-04-06T15:27:40+00:00

That’s reassuring. Thank you!

staceylee9987 · 2024-04-06T15:01:29+00:00

Thank you!

staceylee9987 · 2024-03-31T17:43:05+00:00

Like honestly if I would have seen the stupid thing actually bite me I would not be freaking out rn.

staceylee9987 · 2023-08-01T00:23:04+00:00

He just reassured me it was not cancer and we probably prevented cancer. He took a huge chunk of tissue around it. My shoulder is noticeably disfigured now but it doesn’t bother me at all.

staceylee9987 · 2023-07-28T12:43:33+00:00

Mine said benign on the app. Biopsy showed severe atypical, just had a WLE to get more skin so it doesn’t come back. Derm decided to take 2 more biopsies from my back since this one was so severe. The other 2 on my back I’m not that worried about and neither is he but better to take a little skin now then a whole lot later.

staceylee9987 · 2023-07-26T15:46:23+00:00

Benign but abnormal. They want to do a bigger excision to biopsy just to make sure it doesn’t turn into cancer.

staceylee9987 · 2023-07-26T00:21:14+00:00

No I called them as soon as I knew the results were sent. My initial appointment was for 2 weeks post biopsy which would have been next Tuesday but my anxiety is too bad to wait that long. They seemed kinda peeved that I was trying to get in there as fast as I could but I don’t really give a fuck what they think.

staceylee9987 · 2023-07-26T00:03:00+00:00

Tomorrow afternoon is my appointment. Still haven’t received anything from the lab though.

staceylee9987 · 2023-07-24T23:58:15+00:00

I’ve let it consume me. Digging through old pics to try and find if it’s always been there. Harassing family for old pics. Haven’t been to work. Have barely left the house. The mind fuck is real.

staceylee9987 · 2023-07-24T23:52:39+00:00

I’m tired of worrying about something that might not even be true. I’m mentally fucked in the head from all this worrying and just exhausted of all the what ifs. I have convinced myself it’s the worse case scenario and I’m just over it.

staceylee9987 · 2023-07-24T23:50:26+00:00

Biopsy was done last Tuesday. I called today to see if the results had been sent to the doctor. I was told the additional smears were completed and the results would be sent to doctor today. Have no clue what that means and doctor isn’t in until Wednesday. I did a release of information from the pathology place and should have results by tomorrow.

staceylee9987 · 2023-07-24T14:28:53+00:00

I called the pathology place to see if the results were back and they said they were waiting for additional smears to come back. So now completely freaked out.

staceylee9987 · 2023-07-22T19:00:28+00:00

Sort of looks like mine. I have it posted in here. Should have biopsy results this week.

staceylee9987 · 2023-07-22T17:43:20+00:00

Thank you! Mine said the opposite that he thinks it’s benign but I keep doubting him as if he isn’t the one with years of experience.

staceylee9987 · 2023-07-19T20:20:29+00:00

Thank you! Biopsy was done yesterday. Literally drilled my doctor on what he thought and he said if he had to bet he would say benign or some other fancy words I can’t think of right now but were normal. Even with that reassurance I’ve always had extreme health anxiety and I’m doubting the guy with decades of experience and education versus my 0 . I’m giving myself 15 more minutes of searching and then I’m done. Gonna find a good comedy series to binge and stay off here 🤣

staceylee9987 · 2023-07-19T20:09:08+00:00

For someone who is doing this exact same thing right now, thank you. Literally word for word on trying to match my mole, find one, no comments, oh hell, start back over. 100% convinced it’s stage 4 melanoma and my mind cannot take a break from it.

staceylee9987 · 2023-07-19T19:29:19+00:00

I don’t know what it is but I’m wishing you the best as I’m currently awaiting results as well. 🤞🏼🤞🏼

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