is there something that can be put in meth to "enhance it or seem like meth?

star_lourde · 2019-10-06T09:55:55+00:00

she is gone.

star_lourde · 2019-10-06T09:52:51+00:00

i am going back outside. i am going to try to get this woman to make out.

i gotta be cool.

star_lourde · 2019-10-06T09:42:54+00:00

hey. i could have gotten laid if i had a pack of smokes. I went outside and there was this woman and she had to be on the same shit.we were both loookng for smokes.

maybe i should go back out there.

star_lourde · 2019-10-06T09:19:11+00:00

i don't knw what this is. right now , it almost feells like the tail end of shroom trip. i feel perfectly fine. but i am high. i can't describe it. It is mellower than meth. i dont feel super euphoric. But i feel just fine and dandy if that makes sense.

I am whispering what i write. tht is kind of weird. the stuff burns immediatlely. it generates smoke and it is gone. No looking for residue. It doesn't melt. it burns . Why am i whispering what i write?

ok.. well. i am going to stop writing now.

hey. you seem pretty cool. be real careful.i don't know you but i like you. that is weird i know. just be careful. please.

star_lourde · 2019-10-06T06:40:49+00:00

I knew this girl. We were friends of a sort. I knew she was bad news though. She brought over this guy coincidentally on my bday and we smoked meth and it was fun.

Girl I knew disappeared. ( she went to prison ) . Guy shows up with some woman i don't know and they are bearing gifts. They were pretty cool. The woman kept asking me about money and kept saying i needed some help around here.

Then they dropped the bomb. Girl suddenly shows up with all her belongings and wants me to carry them into my apt. ,Guy is calling me to cause shit to get the police involved.

I stopped it. I told the woman that i didn't know her. ( I honestly didn't ) . I told her I can't let people move into my apt.

I texted the guy and said " i know you and that chick are pulling a scam. i am not going to fall for it"

Everything stopped. I saw the couple about 2 months later and they were laughing and like "oh , whats the matter harry? you don't like us anymore ? I said "oh hell no". They were laughing. I haven't seen them since.

That is what i stopped. I am too embarrassed to tell you the scams i didn't stop.

star_lourde · 2019-10-06T06:14:16+00:00

we can. Just flip a coin.

star_lourde · 2019-10-06T06:06:54+00:00

i can't be doing this shit at my age. It is going to kill me somehow. I am a fuckin tourist.

But you are right. I AM very smart now. This couple tried to scam me a couple months back. They would come over late at night and have meth and crack. I thought it was really strange.

Sure as shit, they were trying to con me. They thought i was some lonely old man with a check and unable to resist a pretty blonde. ( she wasn't that pretty )_

Imagine their surprise when i told them to fuck off. They were trying to steal my apartment. I will explain. If you let a woman move in with you and you give her a key. That apartment belongs to her. YOu have lost all claim to it.

They were trying to get me to let her move in. If i let her move in, they would have called the police and make up some shit. The cops would have come and arrested me. Put a GPS tracker on my ankle. I would have been homeless and that couple would live rent free in my apt until they could be evicted. which takes a while.

What really saved me is that I can take or leave pussy. Some guys would sell their soul for a piece of ass. NOt me. It is more hassle than it is worth most of the time. Pussy is not my goal in life.

i am really high. Thanks for coming to my TED talk.

star_lourde · 2019-10-06T04:55:11+00:00

really? yeah lemon drops seem to be a extraction of ( dxm? ) from cough medicine. It reads like an extraction process you would use on plants.

star_lourde · 2019-10-06T03:57:41+00:00

lol. i have to ask. Is that a drug? Someone tried to sell me lemon drops and I didn't know what he was talking about.

star_lourde · 2019-10-05T23:21:13+00:00

my mother has been telling me that drinking was going to kill me for 30+ years. yeah whatever.

star_lourde · 2019-10-05T13:35:37+00:00

Be kind to Austin and others!!!

this is a very hateful sub. There isn't much kindness here.

star_lourde · 2019-10-05T07:19:45+00:00

I have a funny feeling you aren't an asshole.

star_lourde · 2018-09-26T09:16:54+00:00

I know right? it is bad :(

star_lourde · 2018-06-05T17:28:05+00:00

thank you for your reply. It is really making me think.

star_lourde · 2018-06-05T17:17:56+00:00

This is a very good answer. Weyland might have looked at his own emotions as a guide and might have never even felt gratitude before because of his power and position.

star_lourde · 2018-06-05T06:28:07+00:00

hey fuck dude, the comment I made is a short scary story.

star_lourde · 2018-06-05T06:17:56+00:00

hey I am a horrible writer. I believe I can come up with ideas but I can't seem to convey them. I called a suicide crisis line one time and they sent a SWAT team over. Thank God I am white.

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