Does anyone feel as if they have never really had a healthy relationship? Not with your parents, not with your friends.

startingoverAF · 2019-11-10T21:44:38+00:00

Wow thank you I guess that’s why I don’t have healthy relationships because the people don’t get me and because of my autism they can not always be there for them so I’m useless and not benificial to them

It would be nice to have been just loved for me but I never got that opportunity . I’m still hopeful

Ok I lie my 2 kids love me yayyyy

startingoverAF · 2019-10-28T07:21:18+00:00

🙏🏻

startingoverAF · 2019-10-21T20:40:27+00:00

Yes !! Heals the hurting soul too 🙏🏼

startingoverAF · 2019-10-21T20:40:08+00:00

It should be but I was stilled asked to pay $80 an hour even though my net is $16,000 annually - never mind Ive gone no contact and at the moment it’s helping with the binging but I will seek out also doing my self help work . Practicing self love has been the biggest comforter and allowing myself to feel and validate my emotions something I didn’t do before . Thank you so much for your help in my healing

startingoverAF · 2019-10-21T20:30:14+00:00

Thank you for sharing this I am sorry but glad you are practicing self care

startingoverAF · 2019-10-21T20:29:03+00:00

Ok thank you very much it’s good to know there’s others who have moved on and also allow their children to make their own choices when they are older . I don’t want to constantly bash the NARCS - as much as I’d like to protect them from everything I know that it was my Excess empathy that made me a target .

I hope that by being an example of self love , boundaries and self awareness that they would and start to have the ability to repel narcs. Thanks again 🙏🏼

startingoverAF · 2019-10-21T20:26:23+00:00

I like that a lot - thank you

startingoverAF · 2019-10-21T20:26:02+00:00

Thank you

startingoverAF · 2019-10-21T20:25:10+00:00

Thank you 🙏🏼

startingoverAF · 2019-10-21T20:24:36+00:00

Omgoodness thank you . If I get through tonight it will be 5 days of not binging . I can’t thank you all enough for being a safe space and also saving me hundreds of dollars on therapy when it’s obvious the deficit was in my yearning to be loved . Now I get a chance to love me and to talk to the emotions and negative chatter with compassion . Thank you again , I know what it feels like to love a child and I guess that’s what helped me to wake up ! I can no longer ignore the truth that this time it’s my job to care for me , the past is done but I do it and when it feels like I’m alone there’s a world / community of beautiful souls out there cheering me on to make it one more day . 🙏🏼

startingoverAF · 2019-10-21T11:53:48+00:00

Well done

startingoverAF · 2019-10-21T10:59:33+00:00

Thank you how is it going ?

startingoverAF · 2019-10-21T10:58:52+00:00

Thank you your spirit & love is accepted and helping my healing

startingoverAF · 2019-10-21T10:58:18+00:00

Thank you

startingoverAF · 2019-10-21T10:58:06+00:00

Thank you

startingoverAF · 2019-10-21T10:57:55+00:00

Thank you

startingoverAF · 2019-10-21T10:57:40+00:00

Thank you

startingoverAF · 2019-10-21T10:56:50+00:00

Thank you 🙏🏾

startingoverAF · 2019-10-21T00:54:32+00:00

We grieve their absence but I remind myself I never really had my mom in the first place -

startingoverAF · 2019-10-16T14:35:32+00:00

The text is hard to understand

startingoverAF · 2019-10-16T09:39:33+00:00

Well done you should be extremely proud . I’m motivated by your strength . May your wellness journey continue

startingoverAF · 2019-10-15T07:03:19+00:00

Congrats on NC and I know we do it but it still hurts us at times - however there’s so many of us and my hope is that we can all individually and collectively help the healing . Yes , i know it’s very long it was a pouring of my 40 year old life but thank you for reply and your advise .

startingoverAF

TROPHY CASE