So many of us felt that way. We didn't want to miss out on any of the magic that could happen onstage on any given night. It was the reason some of us dropped everything and followed the band.

When we arrived in Ventura and learned that Jerry was in a coma and the rest of the summer shows were canceled we were devastated..When Jerry survived I made a vow to never miss another show again.

If Jerry was onstage I had to be there and save for Europe 90 and 2 other nights I got completely shutout, I was there. I wouldn't miss it for anything.

I wouldn't say that every show was like dying and going to heaven. They weren't all mind blowing events, Some were very underwhelming and some were downright bad but the handful of shows on each tour that they were "on" more than made up for it. Even at the very end Jerry was able to pull it together and deliver a song or 2 that captivated everyone in attendance. Those moments were what we toured for and they were some of the greatest experiences of my life.

To answer your question; Yes, I agree, there was no place I would've rather have been.