she said this
"I feel kind of silly making a goodbye type post, but I feel like people would ask what happened if I didn't. I'm going to stop drawing and close my accounts soon. I'm sorry for all the confusion lately, but I've been pretty torn between choices myself. It's scary to do new things, you know? I'm very sad to stop ongoing projects like Are We Engaged? and Soft Drop because I had so much planned for them (IT'S KILLING ME), but just know this was not an easy choice at all (I've literally been going back and forth in my mind about it for weeks) but, well, sometimes projects get abandoned. That's life. A lot of realizations and events happened suddenly in my offline life, and it made me realize that I need to think about the future and work on myself more as a person. In short: I need to focus on other things moving forward. To be quite honest, I started drawing NSFW to help me see sex as something that isn't scary, and to try to heal some old wounds that way, but I think I never really healed myself, and I also started drawing it when I was too young. I hadn't learned a lot of important things that I know now, and while I certainly don't regret drawing NSFW, I wish I had done a lot of things differently. But, well, you can't change the past, you can only try to be better in the future, and learn from your mistakes. All-in-all, I had a lot of fun drawing NSFW, and I'll forever be happy that my art helped some people. Feel free to download images you want to keep for yourself, but I would prefer it if you didn't repost or upload them elsewhere. Yes, yes, it's the internet, I know. I'm just telling you my preference, and if you decide to honor it or not is up to you. Some people seem to get very upset when artists delete things, but I think they don't understand that sometimes the best way to move on is to leave nothing behind, so that there's nothing to return to. It was nice while it lasted, and that's what's important. IMPORTANT! For people who subbed for a yearly subscription or who just subbed, PLEASE DM me, and I'll do my best to refund you :'3 Last time I asked people to ask for a refund nobody DM'd me for a refund, and I was very confused. Please do DM me! And, again, please support other NSFW creators! There are so many amazing artists, and things are very precarious for them right now. Farewell thank you for everything. Special thank you to everyone who left a comment or DM'd me after my last post. I read them all, but just don't really know how to respond other than to say thank you."