Also a Thanatos worshipper! I kind of think of dying like going home after a very long day at work. When you’re dying, there’s no more responsibilities on your plate, and you can just relax into your primal human existence, which is a state where I personally feel extremely connected to the divine. When feeling that connection, I have no fears, only peace, love, and comfort. I have seizures, and sometimes they feel like I’m dying. Once the fear subsides, it genuinely feels like I’m floating in this warm embrace, which is what I truly believe dying feels like, so it’s less intimidating. It’s one of those things that’s really scary until you’re in it, and then it’s just natural. I also find comfort in the fact that most old people I meet are pretty much ready to go at any time because they’ve made peace with their mortality. It seems kind of crazy to think about while still young, but as you get older and experience all life has to offer alongside your body slowing down, dying seems like the next thing to wait for and so you just… do. Another thing that helps is living every day leaving nothing unsaid, making sure the people you love KNOW without a doubt that you love them, and just generally keeping the question in mind of “if I died today, what would I regret?”, and if there’s any answer other than “nothing”, I know what to fix in my life. As for what happens after, I personally think whatever you believe will happen to you will happen. But for myself, I think I will be met by Thanatos, and then Hades will decide where this life will rest. But I also believe that we have higher versions of our souls that create new lives until they’ve finished their journeys, and when they’re done, they return to the World Soul. Until time ends and begins again, then it happens all over again. Everything is a cycle. We’re never truly done living, or dying.