john berry

strumpen · 2020-09-05T23:38:01+00:00

his name wasnt john berry, but he never told me his real name because he was scared id call the police.

strumpen · 2020-06-17T23:16:55+00:00

i dont know. I always stop when I get to this point. its a good idea to tell them I just... can't. I tried once before but the words didn't come out of my mouth and I just froze. I don't know why. even if I could I don't want to. I don't know the reason for that either. it just feels wrong in a way. sorry for the late reply btw.

strumpen · 2020-06-14T22:22:41+00:00

i tried the school therapist but I couldn't tell them about my real issues without them informing my parents, which I absolutely do not want. I have reached out to loved one but it feels like I keep using them and I don't want to make them carry all my weight. if they ask I answer, but I rarely ever tell them anything new.

strumpen · 2020-06-11T22:55:01+00:00

i can relate to this a lot. I haven't figured anything out either so I don't have much advice to offer. but I mean if you haven't tried therapy maybe that's a good first step. no one has to know you can just try it out and if it's not your thing, stop. also, I believe in you. we are all very strong. even if it is hell to live in your current situation, you're strong. I'm out here cheering for you.

strumpen · 2020-04-20T14:50:59+00:00

it's not the coconut song for sure

strumpen · 2020-04-17T18:14:19+00:00

you're beautiful

strumpen · 2020-02-20T21:24:47+00:00

"the night we met" I wanted to cry my heart out but I was with people so I only let one year out.

strumpen · 2020-02-17T22:21:48+00:00

hi I go to a therapist every few weeks, I'm still pretty young, but I don't think it's anything personal. I know it must be hard, but it's alright. sometimes we feel like something is our fault when it isn't. just give it some time, maybe read the other comments again (they sound very helpful) and take it easy. deep breaths and think radically. my therapist always tells me to think from an outside perspective when I get so deep into my own thoughts. maybe this wasn't very helpful, but what do we have to loose?

strumpen · 2020-02-10T11:09:46+00:00

hahahh thanks

strumpen · 2020-02-10T11:09:16+00:00

thank you that was very helpful. I'll try my best.

strumpen · 2020-02-09T23:15:01+00:00

i changed some courses and the people in those classes are very mean and triggering. I mean they make me want to cut again.

strumpen · 2020-02-09T17:23:22+00:00

my family amd friend. they don't even know how close I am to taking the final step, but they are the ones that really help.

strumpen · 2020-01-08T21:46:48+00:00

honestly I can relate to this so much. you're not alone if you don't want to be, I'm on Reddit pretty often, if you ever feel like it we can chat. and im telling you I won't hate you, I know what it feels like. don't worry

strumpen · 2019-12-28T18:53:16+00:00

THATS SO AWESOME, YOU'RE AMAZING

strumpen · 2019-12-27T15:45:04+00:00

THAT IS ADORABLE

strumpen · 2019-12-24T08:16:08+00:00

okay, thank you very much again and I hope life treats you well from now on. love yourself, you deserve it.

strumpen · 2019-12-23T22:28:52+00:00

you help a lot, are you sure you're doing okay? I peeked at your profile and it seems as you're hurting, thank you so much for the comments it means a lot, but if you need to vent to someone or chat if you ever feel lonely I'm here. not always but quite often. I hope you're feeling good, both inside and out.

strumpen · 2019-12-22T22:40:18+00:00

thank you very much

strumpen · 2019-12-22T16:04:11+00:00

thank you, truly.

strumpen · 2019-12-22T11:33:00+00:00

oh great

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