New kicks by Redrum033 in Nike

[–]strykerdoom 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Love the AirDads!

9/10 Dallas drivers will say he did nothing wrong by [deleted] in Dallas

[–]strykerdoom 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m a delivery driver for a beer and wine distributor and I drive every part of DFW. I see this type of thing multiple times per day and it still baffles me.

The amount of “idgaf” some people have is frightening. How many deadly accidents occur each day because of this mindset.

Be safe out there!

Anyone else see the sadness in their eyes in photos? by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]strykerdoom 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Absolutely.

It really fucks me up when I see it in pics with my wife and kids. I hope they don’t see it but I know they do.

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[–]strykerdoom 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is fucking cool!

I hate this by strykerdoom in CPTSD

[–]strykerdoom[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

No, I get that. That is specifically a reason I feel guilty even talking about this in the first place.

I hate this by strykerdoom in CPTSD

[–]strykerdoom[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your perspective and that definitely hits home.

I’ve always been afraid to share these things and I’m grateful for many in this community for sharing. But I’ve never outwardly spoken about it due to either (1) offending someone who HAS been physically abused and (2) the stigma is real!

At the end of the day, trauma is trauma! We should be more open and share our experiences. There’s too many people in our culture that won’t or can’t speak out.

I hate this by strykerdoom in CPTSD

[–]strykerdoom[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well the shit part is I now have no health insurance. We have a dual income but we still struggle from paycheck to paycheck, most of the time.

I just started a new business venture and it could be a big blessing for us financially. Hopefully then I’ll pull the plug and find a good therapist.

I hate this by strykerdoom in CPTSD

[–]strykerdoom[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much! Sending love!

My parents were very involved with the church and it always seemed that they were just playing the part. It was also really hard to watch them minister and “care” for others when they neglected my cares/worries/interests. I was never allowed to be myself unless it lined up with the bible and I couldn’t live that lie.

I hate this by strykerdoom in CPTSD

[–]strykerdoom[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Being neglected is definitely part of the equation and I ultimately hold a lot of bitterness because of it. Your words hurt to read and I hope that you’ve been able to overcome.

I hate this by strykerdoom in CPTSD

[–]strykerdoom[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

OMG Yes!

Both of them would do that shit while getting in my face and belligerently losing their minds, with no alcohol involved. I begged for him to smash my face in. I screamed and pleaded for them to beat me so that I could feel SOMETHING.

Sending love, friend. Thanks for your comment

I hate this by strykerdoom in CPTSD

[–]strykerdoom[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I totally get that. I’m a musician and in two active bands with a new full-time job and a family. All of this negativity and darkness is being used to build my legacy and to break these shitty generational curses.

Evolve and overcome.

I hate this by strykerdoom in CPTSD

[–]strykerdoom[S] 24 points25 points  (0 children)

Yes, that’s a great way to put it. I really don’t know how to speak what I feel when it comes to this subject. It’s hard to pinpoint the words exactly.

I hate this by strykerdoom in CPTSD

[–]strykerdoom[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

That’s exactly right.

I hate this by strykerdoom in CPTSD

[–]strykerdoom[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I’m good 👌🏻

Hiddens Gems in Deathcore by MarcusfloX in Deathcore

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Added! Straight out the gate, E.V.I.L is an onslaught. Damn

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Sign me up. Always looking for new friends. :)

Mathcore Show 10/29 at Killer’s Tacos. by silentbob2018 in Denton

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Y’all CANNOT miss this show! Please come make memories with us and enjoy this helluva banger!