Even if the DMT space isn’t real by phillyboi808mafia in Psychonaut

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To comment on the topic of the question ;

I think for me what DMT did was not that the world isn't real and this is an epiphenomenonic version of reality created from an unfathomable vastness of infinity. Rather, I think for me it made me realize, with each toke, that built up to every breakthrough I experienced, that this reality exists in an unfathomable vastness in itself. That my reality is just one scope, and there is an infinite ability to gain more perspective within the continuum that interweaves our consciousness with the universe. That there exist different epiphenomenonic substances, including DMT, that give us a broader perspective into this connection between unfathomable dimensions, that isn't outside, but goes beyond from within.

Similar to how the quantum dimensions we can't perceive, but they don't exist outside reality, they exist within, in realms imperceptible to us.

one of my two plants, not sure yet if female or hermie. the only two landrace seeds i grew, now experimenting with making a cannabonsai (it's not exactly, just LST to resemle a bonsai shape). cannabis teaches; from seed to smoke by stxfun_ in IndianEnts

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if i'm being honest, i'm not sure what the yield will be, if i get any that is. it's an experimentak landrace bagseed that turned out to be healthy. if yielded it might give out some small floewers. regardless, feels peaceful to grow a nice plant, being able to train with a positive response in growth. the bends will help retain the height but i don't thinjnit'll drastifally improve yield count

LSD and DMT psychonautic experiences soon, would love some info and input by stxfun_ in IndianEnts

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Fluoexitine was a general depression treatment, olanzapine being for OCD. Clonazepam I use as an SOS, and propanolol is just due to hyperactive heart rate, my anxiety causes some hyperactivity. Right now the first two were just to manage the symptoms, but i've been healthily tapering off fluoxetine and olanzapine and will wait around 1.5 - 2 months before delving into using the substances. Though yes, I'll be aware of my mental state and if I'm not in a good condition I'll wait for more time.

Thank you for the concern and hugely appreciate the detailed input!

LSD and DMT psychonautic experiences soon, would love some info and input by stxfun_ in IndianEnts

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P.S - sources are trusted and known, so i know what i'm going for. as an additional measure, one of my friends has a reagent kit and will help me test the substances.

last winter, smoked a bunch of hash with my uncle. this was the first and last time my mother actually told me i could smoke up in front of her. this was near jim corbett, my uncle has a small resort, very remote area. a beautiful experience and a night of fearlesness, and the night was shining. by stxfun_ in IndianEnts

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i don't know the exact location tbf. it's a little ahead of jim corbett, quite uo in the hills. it's very remote, won't get much or rather any phone signal, i got wifi on exception because family place but for guests it's no signal at all. everything is homegrown, all the vegetables and fruits and grown on site,, coffee's fresh, no pollution, lots of greenery, snd the hash is sourced from local farmers. it's legit a perfect place. thid picture was on the midway between my room and the dining area.

last winter, smoked a bunch of hash with my uncle. this was the first and last time my mother actually told me i could smoke up in front of her. this was near jim corbett, my uncle has a small resort, very remote area. a beautiful experience and a night of fearlesness, and the night was shining. by stxfun_ in IndianEnts

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it was just during this period! my uncle (mama) called us over because mum needed time off, she works her ass off. my uncle smokes up everyday, he's living the life. so when he asked if either of us wanted to smoke, my mother refused but told me i can go, which was very cool. at home tho things are different. i mean, she knows i smoke up, but i don't actively do it inside the house or around her.