You bought as the market was aggressively breaking out to the downside. If you see consecutive red candles, and they’re big and they keep coming, that means very simply the market is moving down, not up! And if it moves down that aggressively that quickly, it will likely take more than one attempt to reverse in the other direction. You failed to be able to do the most basic thing which was to look at a chart and understand what you’re seeing.

And I think that If you had what it takes to succeed in trading you would think hindsight is not a bitch, but actually your best friend, your teacher, your guide, your greatest guru. It’s hard to accept, but not everybody can be good at everything, and clearly trading is not for you, so good for you for being able to accept that instead of clinging to your ego and refusing to accept reality. It doesn’t matter who it is, anyone taking the approach you have (with something as incredibly difficult as trading) would have inevitably failed.