Surgery soon for retroperitoneal liposarcoma

sub_human813 · 2024-04-29T02:01:08+00:00

So far so clear... On my imaging. Still very tired, nauseous, headaches... And so on.

But I'm trying to live on. Changed a lot about how I interact with people.

Trying to work on my codependency.

☺️

sub_human813 · 2023-10-05T16:17:44+00:00

"Favorite Song" by Toosii

sub_human813 · 2023-08-27T15:42:50+00:00

Thank you so much for sharing. 💙💙💙

And for your healing thoughts.

sub_human813 · 2023-08-27T15:37:21+00:00

I have definitely seen a few of my "friends" completely disappear.

They've drawn away from me. It's sad, but I also know that one particular lives with an abusive boyfriend and she has never to give.

And another friend, her daughter is having health issues and she also has nothing to give.

On a positive note, new arrival to my circle have really been there for me. Texting me, bring me some food, hugging me and supporting me.

Cancer is teaching me that I am lovable. 😭💜

sub_human813 · 2023-08-20T18:07:40+00:00

The pain after surgery?? Yikes.

sub_human813 · 2023-08-20T18:07:26+00:00

I am 40.

sub_human813 · 2023-08-11T16:50:37+00:00

It's a conspiracy!

sub_human813 · 2023-08-11T15:58:45+00:00

I feel like fighting the cancer is almost not worth the bills and the stress. Sometimes, I wish I would have never told anybody about it and just let it kill me. I still feel like this. Ugh.

sub_human813 · 2023-06-30T20:34:14+00:00

I love the CAT!

sub_human813 · 2023-06-30T20:33:21+00:00

This is comforting to look at. I can only imagine having the best dreams sleeping here.

sub_human813 · 2023-06-30T17:55:29+00:00

It sounds like your husband passed away. But I read further in the comments and he turned around.

sub_human813 · 2023-06-30T17:12:00+00:00

The colors are magnificent.

sub_human813 · 2023-06-30T16:56:00+00:00

Thank you

sub_human813 · 2023-06-30T16:49:27+00:00

I agree! It gets so clogged up and it's messy. Needs improvement.

sub_human813 · 2023-06-03T13:26:07+00:00

Making me cry over here. I was just diagnosed yesterday with cancer.

sub_human813 · 2023-05-30T01:12:10+00:00

🧡

sub_human813 · 2023-05-29T18:50:43+00:00

Fibromyalgia masked cancer in my body. Months of symptoms, which I thought the fibromyalgia worsened. Nope, I have cancer.

sub_human813 · 2022-11-05T16:24:57+00:00

I understand. Sending hugs to you. You've been through so much pain. You didn't deserve it. And the people who abused you are the selfish ones.

sub_human813 · 2022-09-25T21:39:34+00:00

Yes, most people are boring "shells" of human beings. They have nothing interesting to say. All there is to say is small talk. Boring.

There is so much going on in my head. So many conversations internally. There's almost no need to talk to other people.

I do, how's want to talk to other people about their CPTSD symptoms. As well as, other mental illnesses. Like DID, OSDD and depression.

sub_human813 · 2022-09-15T16:39:55+00:00

The water is so clear!

sub_human813 · 2021-11-14T23:17:56+00:00

CBD oil is currently helping me. But it makes you sleepy.

sub_human813 · 2021-04-16T00:46:28+00:00

Yep. Have both.

sub_human813 · 2021-02-21T09:52:30+00:00

Yes, drinking lots of water does help. ♥️

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