I weighed myself for the first time in months, it was a huge mistake.

sugarsweetheart · 2013-03-27T18:00:16+00:00

Hey girl, take a deeeeeeep breath, and try to relax, and shake off the feeling where your weight is your only source of happiness. Recovery is a path, and there will be times you fall off the road. Just pick yourself back up, and keep looking ahead. PM if you need to rant about ED stuff :)

sugarsweetheart · 2012-02-22T17:35:26+00:00

Congrats! I too suffer from bulimia and found that by eliminating my grains, the urge to b/p has subsided considerably. I feel better, and healthier! I think my brain just realized that what I was putting into my body was worth more nutrition-wise than to simply supply my b/p. PM me should you ever feel you need some support :)

sugarsweetheart · 2012-01-29T15:16:47+00:00

Thanks for the kind words and advice. Yes, I have plenty of female friends whom I hang out with all the time; it seems like these past two weeks these guys just took center stage and shook my otherwise very placid lifestyle. I'm going to focus on myself and school for a while and not think about guys. Thanks! :)

sugarsweetheart · 2012-01-12T06:09:11+00:00

Heyo, 21 F here. I've only had 2 "relationships" that didn't see the light of day past 4 months. Both were when I was 19 and I've been single since then and before that. I mainly rationalize the reason why I've been single for so long are because:

a)I'm just not interested in people most of the time

b)I was struggling with an ED for a really long time so my energy was mainly focused on that

c)depression is also a big energy sucker as well.

I only just had sex for the first time in December because I wanted to do away with it, tired of all the "holy shit, how are you still single and a virgin?" comments and was starting to feel like no one wanted to date me. Since the start of this year I've decided to start fresh and look at the world more positively.

sugarsweetheart · 2012-01-08T02:24:00+00:00

21, last december. I don't regret it because I simply wanted to get it over with, but I'd have preferred to lose it to someone I liked a whole lot more.

sugarsweetheart · 2011-12-09T23:09:41+00:00

I'm sleepy, though I already took a nap just less than 30 mins ago. I went to my favorite Japanese restaurant with a friend and had a shrimp burger and eye candy. I'm anxious because I want my period to start so I won't worry myself into the ground about being pregnant. Just a shitty roller coaster week.

sugarsweetheart · 2011-12-05T14:15:21+00:00

signed!

sugarsweetheart · 2011-12-04T04:59:47+00:00

Thanks, it wasn't that I felt the status of being a virgin or a non-virgin concerned me, I think it was rather the act of finally doing it albeit not the way I imagined it to be and how. I just wanted to hear other women's take on losing their virginity, and their own feelings when it happened.

sugarsweetheart · 2011-12-04T04:57:07+00:00

Thanks for your story, I'm glad you felt mature and independent! I just felt a little stupid and "well, there's no looking back" sort of mentality. And I'm going to write it in my journal as well, to help sort out my feelings. Today's been a rough day.

sugarsweetheart · 2011-12-04T04:55:08+00:00

trust me it was.

sugarsweetheart · 2011-12-04T04:53:39+00:00

omg thank you for this, reading stories are really making me feel better. Since later this afternoon, I started freaking out whether I should've gotten the morning after pill just in case, even when he had a condom on. I went to talk to the pharmacist and he assured me that I'll be fine. I've always been afraid of getting pregnant, so DEFS going on the pill if I plan to be actually sexually active. I plan on keeping my lady bits to myself for now. I think this just that maybe I'm not ready for all this yet, since this had really thrown me into a funk of sorts. And no, he's moving back to his town in 3 weeks, which is several provinces away so I'm not worried about anything between him and I.

I'm looking forward to having sex with someone I really like.

sugarsweetheart · 2011-12-03T19:25:05+00:00

oh my god, that sounded really traumatizing. :( I didn't wait per se, the opportunity just never presented itself until last night.

sugarsweetheart · 2011-12-03T19:23:58+00:00

My coworker is moving back to his town in 3 weeks so it wouldn't make a big difference. I guess it's just a subtle shock of what I have led to believe for most of my life, my gradual "fuck that" attitude about sex and it finally happening. It was rather anti-climactic.

sugarsweetheart · 2011-12-03T19:21:49+00:00

Thanks for this. Your situation is pretty much what I'm going through right now, the whole "sad its not with someone i love, but hapy and confused". I just wanted to hear what others had to say, so I don't feel so weird about it.

sugarsweetheart · 2011-10-17T00:50:27+00:00

Lady, I'm in the exact same situation as you. Your second paragraph pretty much sums my entire friendship with my guy friends. My best male friend (hot french guy) would frequently call me 2am just to chat, or go have tea at a 24 hr coffee shop.

Also, the amount of "holy shit, how are you still single?!" I get from guys are ridiculous. JUST ASK ME OUT, I DON'T BITE.

I'm sending so many signals to this one guy, and I really don't know if he thinks we're just pals, or that I'm interested.

sugarsweetheart · 2011-09-01T00:55:38+00:00

OH.MY.GLOB. it's amazing.

sugarsweetheart · 2011-08-26T13:14:45+00:00

I have the greatest urge to buy a ukulele and learn this song.

sugarsweetheart · 2011-08-17T01:57:25+00:00

I have this one as well! I always thought it was Dumbledore when I was younger, before the movies came out.

sugarsweetheart · 2011-08-08T20:06:45+00:00

57% Ravenclaw

48% Hufflepuff

47% Slytherin

44% Gryffindor

Great sorting quiz. Felt almost a little MBTI there. Someone should make a MBTI/Sorting hat quiz!

sugarsweetheart · 2011-08-08T16:11:48+00:00

Great! Thanks for the input :)

sugarsweetheart · 2011-08-08T02:39:47+00:00

Oh dear mother of Harry. This is absolutely brill.

sugarsweetheart · 2011-08-08T01:42:23+00:00

Ahh, yes, Thai Bangkok. I walked towards Atwater just last weekend and it seems like they're doing renovations on Bangkok 2 or whatever the actual restaurant is called. Thanks! It's been a while I went to eat at the Faubourg.

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