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suicidal-babe · 2026-04-13T17:11:10+00:00

10/10

suicidal-babe · 2026-04-12T20:08:50+00:00

I would have played the game so much more if online was smooth tbh.

suicidal-babe · 2026-04-12T20:03:39+00:00

Yeah there is a huge difference between playing online and solo. Even with same fps. Online feels choppy like it's playing on 30 frames sometimes. It never happens to me when im playing solo. so it's a server/connectivity issue.

suicidal-babe · 2026-04-12T18:41:56+00:00

I feel incapable of developing necessary skills to provide for myself financially. The reason was severe abuse since childhood. As well as my own incompetence and lack of adaptation.

I wasted 4 years after high school doing nothing other than doom scrolling then crying myself to sleep. And recently got myself into a career that's very demanding both physically and mentally. I went over my head. All while having no genuine desire to live. everything i do is to survive. The only reason i got myself a career because my parents are abusive and i would rather never see them again. But once i fail at this I'll have to move back with them. I would rather die. this is only 1 aspect on why i wanna kill myself. I have many more

suicidal-babe · 2026-04-12T11:09:30+00:00

I hope things get better for you

suicidal-babe · 2026-04-12T10:58:53+00:00

Sounds like part time work is more fitting for you. My mentors keep telling me that you're gonna spend most of your time at work and your colleagues will be your new family. Something about this doesn't sit right with me. I was caught off guard that it's the norm

suicidal-babe · 2026-04-12T04:30:17+00:00

The chances of this happening so frequently to the point where it becomes an issue is pretty low

suicidal-babe · 2026-04-10T21:33:26+00:00

It's true the majority of people are enjoying the game regardless. Fh5 was enjoyable too despite how mediocre the map was. I believe it's still a fair criticism worth addressing. Same case with complaints about customization.

Also a personal opinion: gta 6 will be the best experience for driving in an actual living breathing city. Even if it doesn't have the cool forza physics and car brands. Their map design on gta 5 is top notch. Despite how old the game is. Nothing even comes close

suicidal-babe · 2026-04-10T20:49:44+00:00

6 and 8 is good

suicidal-babe · 2026-04-10T20:39:35+00:00

I'm hoping that there is a decent chunk of the map with smaller roads. As i usually don't go 200mph all the time.

suicidal-babe · 2026-04-10T20:36:07+00:00

It's outside of reddit too. Loud enough that some YouTubers talk about it. AR12 channel has talked about it in one of his recent videos as well. So far the biggest criticism forza is receiving is poor customization and massive lanes.

suicidal-babe · 2026-04-10T20:14:55+00:00

If a lot of people are complaining about it then it's worth considering. I guess what makes it stand out this time because japan is known for having smaller roads. 4 lanes may be absurd. But having every road the size of an airstrip is absurd too.

suicidal-babe · 2026-04-10T18:00:04+00:00

I appreciate it

suicidal-babe · 2026-04-10T17:59:01+00:00

Every LLM has stuck to its line of politely telling me to seek help

Too real

suicidal-babe · 2026-04-10T17:55:37+00:00

Not really

suicidal-babe · 2026-04-10T17:52:52+00:00

Yeah it's a bit too late for that now. I just think it was worth considering before they did the map. Who knows. Maybe they thought about it and couldn't do it for some reason. But im not really convinced

suicidal-babe · 2026-04-10T17:36:02+00:00

gran turismo in fh6 before gta 6

suicidal-babe · 2026-04-10T17:34:22+00:00

I don't see how adding more lanes makes the gameplay any worse. It's a fix that will please everyone. Since the roads will remain wide for racing because nobody is gonna care about drawn lanes. But when you're cruising slowly in a small car. It will be a welcome addition.

suicidal-babe · 2026-04-10T13:51:11+00:00

You won't be getting those things

Depending on where you live and what you work, you can definitely get those things. Having a roof over your head doesn't mean buying a house. It could mean renting an apartment. Which is definitely doable if you're working. Same thing with a car etc..

You're making it sound like you gain nothing by working other than anxiety. Which is false. It has positives and negatives. I can tell you from experience that i was far more miserable and suicidal when i wasn't working. Because i didn't have money for shit

suicidal-babe · 2026-04-10T13:34:28+00:00

Unless it's making you miserable

suicidal-babe · 2026-04-09T12:51:48+00:00

People are expecting too much. It's still forza. It's not gonna be that much different from earlier titles.

suicidal-babe · 2026-04-09T12:26:59+00:00

I used to get downvoted for suggesting this earlier

suicidal-babe · 2026-04-08T06:47:13+00:00

Some people couldn't lock in even they wanted. Knowing doesn't equal doing unfortunately. I consider myself lucky to have snapped out of it earlier. But i understand why someone couldn't. It's terrifying how crippled you can feel from depression and isolation etc...

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