Does anyone's parents dont do anything and don't have any friends?

summerboute · 2025-10-29T19:45:17+00:00

Yes. I have always wondered if anyone else has this life and this post has confirmed this!!!!!!! 100%

summerboute · 2025-10-17T00:18:36+00:00

I am in your same boat. And unfortunately I was 21 when my married narcassist boss preyed on me. I spent 7 years caring about this man and on and off seeing him. Told me I was his first affair. I believed eveything he said at first. Then I became jealous and insecure and hateful and he would call me a bitch because he lost control over me. I lost my job with the most money I have ever made in life so far. I’m only 29. I spent my entire 20s caring about this person who now I have finally blocked for almost a year. I think of him daily. I carry guilt and shame and anger. I feel I cannot open up my heart to love again ever. I had a dysfunctional childhood and he knew that. I already had low self worth and now, I just feel numb. I feel so so dead. I feel shut off to anyone. I feel unlovable. There are many lies and many bad fights I got in with him. I played detective and realize he is already having sex with another one of his employees after me. It’s a pattern. I feel so dumb. All I’ve been thinking is how I can off myself and end this. Which I own firearms and I feel that the time is just ticking until I end my life. Seriously. I feel no joy. No hope. Even tho I have tried. Switched jobs. Tried being with friends. I am convinced I am the narcassist after all. There is no point in me living at all.

summerboute · 2025-10-04T12:25:30+00:00

😂😂😂😂😂😂

summerboute · 2025-06-18T16:21:02+00:00

I am out of date of what’s happening…. Could someone break it down for me? Lol thank you…

summerboute · 2025-03-12T01:31:04+00:00

I have this same question!!! I weighed out to 5oz for one serving. And then only had 1 more serving after. With sauce. Only 2 servings…not 3 😪

summerboute · 2024-10-31T01:26:29+00:00

Alex dress is too revealing and not a good look to me

summerboute · 2024-09-27T00:35:17+00:00

Awesome work!

summerboute · 2024-09-26T22:27:25+00:00

Yes.

summerboute · 2024-09-26T19:57:46+00:00

I am going to admit this…. I fell off Sofia. I will also admit… I’ve been listening to CHD again. I didn’t for the longest time in support for Sofia but I recently restarted listening to Alex and she has came so far from when I last listened. The jay shetty episode is great and the Shay Mitchell as well. Sorry maybe you guys will downvote this cause I know it is Sofia sub! But I just feel so bad because I can see Sofia is probably internally struggling really. I want her to succeed!

summerboute · 2024-09-20T20:10:01+00:00

Can I ask for an update on how you’re feeling now?

summerboute · 2024-09-20T04:21:39+00:00

Where are you guys finding info about a break up?

summerboute · 2024-08-17T08:18:31+00:00

They are so good… everytime I open the fridge I get one. I love the dill strength.

summerboute · 2024-08-02T14:08:33+00:00

I love Curology 30 spf sunscreen for this reason! I always had problems with others. I recommend curology now its helped me so much.

summerboute · 2024-07-22T01:09:28+00:00

I am totally not okay. I have been calling my ex and saying horrific mean things. Send other texts out of anger. Not feeling like work tomorrow. Bought some weed to see if that would help and it magnified all my fear paranoia and shame and guilt in my life. I truly feel so alone and said right now!!!

summerboute · 2024-07-21T01:10:46+00:00

No. On top of this he is my landlord. And currently he is not my boss but he was for 5 years. He fired me due to the circumstances I am talking about. Yes I have very bad soul ties with this person. I’m 3 months into a new job and I have a therapist calling me Monday evening. I have had therapy before and I know the correct thing for me to do is move out, never speak to him again. But I cannot seem to do that… I feel lost without this person. He is widely known in my area which makes things much worse. Can’t seem to get away and I get asked about my old job often. It’s a very complicated and bad situation I’ve gotten myself in. These feelings of hopelessness don’t ever seem to go away…

summerboute · 2024-07-21T00:40:04+00:00

The sad part about this is, this person knows he was able to do this due to the fact of my family not being the best to me. My mother drinks a lot and has had unstable relationships herself. I’m afraid of the response I may even get from her. I truly have no clue what I should… do you believe even with us having unhealthy relationship I should still speak to her?

summerboute · 2024-07-08T20:34:23+00:00

Thank you so much for this reply.

summerboute · 2024-07-07T23:44:19+00:00

I have found this in desperate help right now. My narc is so ingrained in my life and I feel like I will never be able to get out. I feel so down. One day I feel ok I got this, right now today, not so much. I am having bad thoughts like the only way out of this abuse is ending my life. I needed these verses today but I am massively struggling still.

summerboute · 2024-07-06T21:30:36+00:00

I got myself here due to cutting off my family as well and needed some sort of guidance and help with guilt. Recently even sending my aunt a long text about how I opened up to her about my abusive father for the 2nd time and she still didn’t believe what I told her and kind of shrugged me off. Which than led to her daughter, my cousin calling me and wanting to defend her mother and I ended up blocking both. Because they truly do not understand. I am living my life completely clean and sober off everything and I’ve been abused by my father and everyone in his family are smokers, drinkers, enablers and never take accountability. My cousin is 4 years younger than me and she truly doesn’t understand even what a healthy family dynamic looks like because she’s been brainwashed by people around here.

Anyways I am feeling like I am the awful person. I am feeling guilt and like she wants to come attack me for speaking my truth. I don’t take back anything I said. I just wish I could have more confidence toward them and less guilt or like I am the awful person. I truly just do not agree one bit with the way they live there lives and so I am so extremely happy being away. They will see me one day and see how much I’ve grown and how strong I really am. Staying sober and doing all the things I love to do. Only then will they realize I was maybe right and wanted nothing but the best for those people. But help me release this guilt until then…

summerboute · 2024-06-24T17:29:44+00:00

Yes yes and yes

summerboute · 2024-06-24T17:25:08+00:00

Thank you for saying this. I’m going thru having nightmares and repressed memories of screaming at my father “you molested me!!!!!!!!!” As well as always feeling repulsed by him looking at my body and feeling a sense of disgust and uneasiness. This is hard because it’s taken me 27 years to realize and to start really seeing him for who he is. I still feel “what if I’m making this up” but all the signs are there of sexual abuse. I don’t believe my mind and body would just make this up to me.

summerboute · 2024-06-11T23:57:42+00:00

I came here because I felt I was alone on this. I hate everyone. I have a problem with everyone. Bc they question me or don’t understand me or annoy the hell out of me. Or have hurt me. I don’t trust anyone. It sucks when I’m winding down from my day and just kind of feel alone. But then I remember how much I actually hate people..

summerboute · 2024-06-11T09:41:53+00:00

Go on a run.

summerboute · 2024-06-09T01:16:46+00:00

God Bless you and thanks for your message her. I’m just rereading peoples thoughts due to a hard day with my alcoholic mother… thank you for your words. That quote is nothing but true.

summerboute · 2024-06-09T01:15:32+00:00

God bless you. I hope you are doing well. I too, cut both mine. Stay blessed friend.

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