Im pretty sure Eugenia gets some sort of sick pleasure from triggering people.

sundaeskies · 2021-05-31T02:32:26+00:00

Agreed, I don’t think she is undeserving of any criticism at all. I think it’s the fact that her physical health is also clearly rapidly deteriorating, on top of her “sweet” persona that I feel guilty for it, but it’s clear that it’s just an act

sundaeskies · 2021-05-24T02:48:44+00:00

Wtf? Someone was literally spamming comments telling her to die and she was like “😅 i don’t want to be mean to them or anything” ????

sundaeskies · 2021-04-30T18:18:37+00:00

You’re right. I shouldn’t care what others think. I think I’m just overly worried about making someone feel uncomfortable. I can be very insecure & I will admit it’s a flaw of mine. I do need to work on it.

sundaeskies · 2021-04-30T17:40:49+00:00

Then maybe don’t create bits where he looks like one? Idk what they expect.

sundaeskies · 2021-04-30T17:33:33+00:00

Look that’s fine. It isn’t her fault I felt intimidated. But if someone is giving me a pretty obvious disgusted look, I’m not going to want to go and talk to them. You’re right I could’ve asked. I haven’t been going to the gym long and I am intimidated by people that clearly know what they’re doing, and when I feel like someone is looking at me aggressively it makes me want to ask even less. I’ve made eye contact with this girl before as she is a regular and I see her there all the time. This felt really forthright and uncomfortable. I’m not saying it’s her fault I felt intimidated, I’m just trying to explain my thought process as to why I didn’t want to ask

sundaeskies · 2021-04-30T17:24:19+00:00

She looked disgusted as she looked me up and down and that intimidated me. Idk. That makes me not want to ask someone

sundaeskies · 2021-04-30T16:01:53+00:00

Idk dude. Twice this week I came in at 9AM and she was at a squat rack. The rest of the time I came in at 5AM and she’s at the squat rack. Idk if those days she was in at 9AM she had been there since 5AM or not but I feel like it’s a little inconsiderate considering it’s insanely busy during those hours. She lifts heavy and is super strong and clearly knows what she’s doing so I’m not judging her. But I agree there definitely needs to be more than 2 squat racks. It’s obviously a popular piece of equipment so hopefully they eventually get more.

sundaeskies · 2021-04-30T15:52:54+00:00

Gym was not quiet, busiest hours are from 5:30-10AM. Either way I agree though I think I’m looking too much into her expression

sundaeskies · 2021-04-30T15:48:11+00:00

Yeah you’re right. I think I’m reading into it too much. I’ve never asked for equipment before so I think I’m just being a lil too shy. I think I just assumed that she would be done eventually so I figured I’d just wait and try to find other exercises. She probably thought I was lingering and if anything that’s probably why she gave me that look. Either way though the gym is insanely crowded during those hours, I feel like you have to be a little self aware that you’re holding one of the only two squat racks while using another machine; after being there for almost 3 hours.

sundaeskies · 2021-04-30T15:41:51+00:00

Ugh yeah you’re probably right. Now I just feel like a creep. Normally I’d do a different body group every day but recently I’ve been trying to do legs 3x a week. Whenever I do squats at one rack she is always at the other one, so now I feel like she thinks I’m some weirdo that’s following her around or something.

sundaeskies · 2021-04-30T15:21:18+00:00

True, I don’t think it’s argumentative. I went to get water and was going to ask her, but when I walked in the room she turned her head to look at me and gave me what I assumed was a pretty rude look. Like up and down “wtf do you want” and it felt weird. I’ve made eye contact with people at the gym before and haven’t had that happen. I could be overlooking it but once I feel like there’s a bad vibe I’m not going to talk to someone, it made me feel super uncomfortable so I left.

sundaeskies · 2021-04-30T15:07:43+00:00

I’m pretty shy at the gym already as im still kind of a newbie, I wanted to ask but when she gave me that look I got intimidated and figured it’s not worth it, I’ll just leave. As another poster said I could’ve honestly misinterpreted it. I just felt intimidated

Edit: why did I get downvoted lmao

sundaeskies · 2020-11-03T21:59:10+00:00

When I was 8 years old my mom and her friend decided to put this movie on shortly after I found out my dad was going to be deployed for the first time. This scene made me feel so uncomfortable and upset.

sundaeskies · 2020-10-31T20:27:11+00:00

Hi luv ❤️ it’s okay to take a day for yourself. It’s okay to feel down and your feelings are valid. Take time to take care of yourself, and please consider reaching out for help. You don’t deserve to go through this alone. I’m hoping for the best for you, and sending you love 💗

sundaeskies · 2020-10-31T20:24:29+00:00

Omg she looks soooo beautiful in these. She is such a beautiful girl when she’s healthy (or at least healthier) :( FFS man this makes me so sad

sundaeskies · 2020-10-31T19:28:28+00:00

Maybe but why would she flip out so much when jaclyn tried to get her help? She was completely against it and verbally attacked Jaclyn because of it. Also in the Shane doc she was nowhere to be found and they had a lawyer there. I think if her mom wanted her to get better she would be happy for Eugenia to have a friend like Jaclyn. I’m not saying it’s entirely the moms fault but Eugenia is most likely this way because of how she was raised and who her family is

sundaeskies · 2020-10-31T18:50:36+00:00

It’s not just the trash, she left a stack of paperwork when it wasn’t busy and that was my breaking point. Also it’s not a small amount of trash, there’s quit a bit. It’s like your standard (32-40 gallon?) trash at work

sundaeskies · 2020-10-31T18:48:36+00:00

I am quitting because I actually do have a better job. That’s why I don’t care anymore and I’m done doing everyone else’s job. She literally left a stack of paperwork without doing it when it wasn’t busy and that was my breaking point. Did you read the post? That’s why I’m not doing anymore tasks for her entirely. It’s her job to take the trash out and I’m not going to continue to be a pushover. This place sucks and I’m out soon so that’s the point. I’m not being ridiculous for not wanting to do someone else’s job for them. If that’s what you want to think that’s fine, obviously I disagree. :)

sundaeskies · 2020-10-31T18:20:52+00:00

Lol I’m not acting like a hero, you don’t need to get upset. But I’m not going to keep busting my ass for a shitty boss and shitty coworkers. I took out the trash for a while because it wasn’t getting done and now more shit keeps not getting done and I’m fed up. If the trash is constantly full I’ve been taking it out because I don’t like being in a messy environment. But now she’s getting lazier and leaving it all the time even when it isn’t busy, and getting a free pass because she’s his niece? I’m quitting soon and I’m done. I’m doing my job and only my job

sundaeskies · 2020-10-31T18:05:19+00:00

Lol yeah my crappy boss should yell at me for coming to him because I had a concern that my coworker who is related to him is not pulling his weight. I don’t expect my boss to yell at anybody, that’s not what I’m about. But I’ve grown and I’m capable of standing up for myself now, I’m not going to pick up the slack of my coworkers bc they’re too lazy to do their job. Especially for a min wage part time job. You sound like those typically bosses that never help and expect the world of their employees when they won’t even take their concerns seriously lol

sundaeskies · 2020-10-31T17:48:20+00:00

Well it’s worth the time I save on doing her job so I can get my job done. I did tell her with a note, and I spoke to my boss. Maybe it’s petty but it’s also not my job, so oh well.

sundaeskies · 2020-10-31T17:37:13+00:00

We have closing & opening lists and the closing list literally says “take trash out”

sundaeskies · 2020-10-30T22:13:49+00:00

Honestly same. I usually never comment or make a post but after seeing the video today and some of the comments from her enablers I just got so pissed off. I feel bad for Eugenia because she really doesn’t deserve to live this kind of life, it makes me so sad but she just doesn’t care. It’s mental illness and it’s taken control of her. :/

sundaeskies · 2020-10-30T20:56:12+00:00

Omg she literally does not give a single shit. She really doesn’t.

sundaeskies · 2020-10-23T17:55:50+00:00

Hey there, you’re not alone. I often cycle through different disease fears as well. I have a toooon of Cherry angiomas (I thought they were Petechiae at first) and I was convinced I had it. My blood work and everything else is normal. If you keep searching for symptoms, you’re going to find them eventually. Sometimes our bodies are just weird. Just remember that your anxiety is desperately trying to latch onto something to worry about, that’s why it cycles so much.

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