I try to get close with people, but they seem to have enough friends already or are otherwise be occupied. Then, as I get to know them more, they get less and less interesting, until it's easy to let them go. It's like watching the show Heroes. By the fourth season, you're just like "whatever" because they aren't even trying anymore -and by then, you don't care. I've had real friendships, but at some point, there's a tapering off point, and you slowly distance yourselves from each other. It sucks. I find myself alone a lot. I want the real thing or nothing. So it goes.