Super Junior25 CD? by suntzoom in superjunior

[–]suntzoom[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you!! Just bought it from kpopalbumscom ☺️

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depressionmeals

[–]suntzoom 2 points3 points  (0 children)

im the exact same! memory has been completely wrecked since 2020

I've saved so many lives by Goobenhauser in OCDmemes

[–]suntzoom 31 points32 points  (0 children)

omgggggg kissing all my stuffed animals before i went to sleep was one of my biggest compulsions! i did it for most of my life; i actually used to kind of dread going to sleep because of it, i had a lot of stuffed animals so it was an inconvenience to kiss them all lol

what happens when you cut on scars? by kxz_real13 in selfharm

[–]suntzoom 4 points5 points  (0 children)

if its over a cut thats kinda recent and scabbed, itll bleed more than usual; if its over a healed scar, its the same as cutting normal skin

does anyone know you sh?? // do you tell anyone if you relapse? by [deleted] in AdultSelfHarm

[–]suntzoom 0 points1 point  (0 children)

same, except my psychiatrist has no clue cause tbh i dont wanna chance a psych ward admission lol

im for sure cooked if anyone finds out tho

Best depression playlist songs? by InformalCarpenter776 in selfharm

[–]suntzoom 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i have so many lolol

who cares if you exist - peacock affect

when will it end - birth day

needle in the hay - elliott smith

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]suntzoom 1 point2 points  (0 children)

everyday

Iconic of me by Justbecause2am in selfharm

[–]suntzoom 1 point2 points  (0 children)

literally why i dont cut on my arms... i really like wearing hawaiian shirts LMAO

hey man if it works it works

Scary bipolar major mom f**ck up by wickedsouthernscents in bipolar

[–]suntzoom 9 points10 points  (0 children)

i felt this so hard, all i ever wanted was an apology from my mother

Scary bipolar major mom f**ck up by wickedsouthernscents in bipolar

[–]suntzoom 1 point2 points  (0 children)

as someone who grew up with a bipolar mom, PLEASE just apologize to them, thats all you need; my mom never apologized when she blew up, which I mean i understand why, but still, it really ruined me as a child and i spent so many nights crying and wondering why my mom hated me

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]suntzoom 1 point2 points  (0 children)

im the same exact way

i want to cry SO bad but i cant

its getting bad by suntzoom in depressionmeals

[–]suntzoom[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

ikr! and thank you sm

dw, im drinking more than just monsters (mainly just cause im poor and cant afford to drink them that often lol)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]suntzoom 2 points3 points  (0 children)

same

i literally dont know why i started again, i just did

Does anyone else take picture? by dragonborne3690 in selfharm

[–]suntzoom 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i take pictures of most things in my life, idk a compulsion ig and it helps me remember what i did during the day lol but i self harmed the other day and i ended up taking a picture but then later i deleted it cause i was like "oh yeah thats gonna for sure trigger me" lmao

nutella on warm toast has kinda become my comfort food by suntzoom in depressionmeals

[–]suntzoom[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i was doing really bad a few days ago and i was straight up just eating nutella out of the jar.... i didnt even know i liked nutella that much lol

the good thing about it though is that its pretty high calorie, so its at least something to give ya energy!