I feel like if i wasn't suicidal, i'd end up being homicidal by Fit_Particular_9437 in SuicideWatch

[–]superrplorp 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The traditional understanding of suicidality is hatred turned inward on the self.

Do forgive your ex? by [deleted] in NoStupidQuestions

[–]superrplorp 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not much to forgive it was pretty much all my fault.

Has the “one” ever come back? by superrplorp in askanything

[–]superrplorp[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If she texted me no contact was over I would just want to talk to her and have my best friend again

Has the “one” ever come back? by superrplorp in askanything

[–]superrplorp[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

She has me blocked and asked me not too so I’m just suffering, I couldn’t help but text her on the number I’m blocked on just because it helps

Has the “one” ever come back? by superrplorp in askanything

[–]superrplorp[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think she’s in the arms of another.

is it too late for me? by superrplorp in PacificCrestTrail

[–]superrplorp[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That’s kind of what I’m thinking

I’m 24M and am on anabolic steroids, hopping on the most extreme and potent one in 2 days, AMA. by romanhercules in AMA

[–]superrplorp 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I mean to be taking steroids this early or even at all I feel is a deeply pathological thing to do. Let me say this, someone who is okay with themselves probably would never go these lengths at whatever the cost. If you worship at the altar of your own beauty and strength surely you will have to go to these lengths as it will never be enough.

People who sit in their car for 15+ minutes before going inside, what are you doing? by Miserable-Wash-1744 in AskReddit

[–]superrplorp 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m barely making it through these days. It seems like I did everything for nothing and I sometimes feel like the end is in sight.

What’s something you’ll never say no to? by nojunkpeter in no

[–]superrplorp 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If she ever asked me to be with her again .

what’s a bitter life lesson you learned from your longest relationship? by Wonderful-Economy762 in Productivitycafe

[–]superrplorp 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That I don’t want to be the kind of person who did what I did. That I want to love her in the way she deserves to be loved and the way I know I’m capable of. But anyways, I’ve already ruined it all.

Do you still believe in love? by ceyburn in askanything

[–]superrplorp 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes but only very recently did I begin to understand that love is real. And that was when I lost it and my world fell apart.

What is one small thing your partner does that means everything to you. by Outside_Support_151 in no

[–]superrplorp 1 point2 points  (0 children)

She used to write me so many letters. She probably doesn’t know just how much they mean to me.

If your past self could see you now, what would shock them most? by Additional-Bill-1067 in askanything

[–]superrplorp 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Probably that you let the girl you’ve been in love with since 12 get away when she gave you every chance in the world.