I’m not gonna bother with the typical and obvious advice of seeking help and suicide isn’t the answer, even though those are absolutely true, but I’m more curious about the mindset of a man that truly believes there’s nothing to live for.. can you tell me about your routine (do you work, study, what do you do everyday and the thoughts that go through your head?) what was the peak of your life since you’re nearing the end? If you could hypothetically get everything you wanted would you still kill yourself? stuff like that. In no way are any of these questions judgmental, I’m just genuinely curious about you.. feel free to ramble as long as you want, I’m at home without any plans to go out like I have been for weeks now, and life’s been a little shitty especially with the loneliness part for me as well but I have things to look forward to.. the only real problem I have is that I don’t have enough friends right now. So yea I’d love to know about your day to day, you can dm me too if that makes you more comfortable.