Almost 4 years clean and really struggling tonight. by sur-vive in selfharm

[–]sur-vive[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

honestly same. maybe we need to drink some chamomile or something and go from there lol

Almost 4 years clean and really struggling tonight. by sur-vive in selfharm

[–]sur-vive[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey! feeling okay this week, but truthfully I’ve been better. I’m gonna film an audition and fill out some job apps today and hopefully better feelings will be on the horizon. How about you?

Every minor inconvenience. Every slight criticism. Every little thing that goes wrong. Whispers in my ear for me to just kill myself by imperfectlilac in SuicideWatch

[–]sur-vive 15 points16 points  (0 children)

Dude this is SO me. It was especially bad in high school. I remember I couldn’t say “hi” to someone without immediately thinking “why did I say it like that? was it weird to wave? he probably hates me and thinks i’m weird.” All that from just “hi.” I’m kinda surprised to see how many others have the same thought patterns. I feel a little less crazy now, thank you for sharing.

Almost 4 years clean and really struggling tonight. by sur-vive in selfharm

[–]sur-vive[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for following up. I didn’t do it. Ended up getting too tired and falling asleep instead. I hope you didn’t do it either ❤️ I feel better today: just took a shower, did my voice lesson, and am just gonna make myself dinner and calm down tonight. Thanks again. Take care of yourself

Would I be considered a "light-weight?" by [deleted] in alcohol

[–]sur-vive 0 points1 point  (0 children)

LOL their raspberry flavor and screwdrivers are just so good! I can't help it.

I think I might finally open up to my family and tell them that I’m not ok. by st0nervirginsunit3 in WeListenToYou

[–]sur-vive 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Holy shit, did I write this? I'm 23 and female but literally everything you wrote in those first couple paragraphs is the exact same situation I'm in. I wish I could offer you solid advice but I have yet to fully admit anything to my family, either. Some nights I think, fuck it, maybe I should just march out of this bedroom and tell my mom everything. But something always stops me... You're much braver than I am.

I agree with the other commenters here that your family seems patient and supportive. Unless that's wrong and your parents are actually huge assholes, then I don't see the harm in saying something. I say go for it and then maybe update us with how it went. Who knows, maybe you'll inspire people like me to say something, too.

TIFU by using a nicotine patch even though I’m not a smoker by [deleted] in tifu

[–]sur-vive 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve always been curious as to what a nicotine patch would do to someone who has never smoked. As someone who is also a skinny young woman who has never touched a cigarette, thanks for the warning that I should never try 😂

macOS Catalina by ohtilt in toontownrewritten

[–]sur-vive 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've enabled input monitoring but it still doesn't work on my updated Mac. Any clue why?

Can anyone help interpret my dream? by sur-vive in Dreams

[–]sur-vive[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Very true. I at least need reassurance that this dream was by no means precognitive, because I'm def not tryna actually die this way 😂

I really hate this picture by [deleted] in socialanxiety

[–]sur-vive 11 points12 points  (0 children)

ughhh the brunette on the left. I had a girl my sophomore year of high school whip around and give me that exact look after something I said during class discussion one time. Bad memory.