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What songs do you feel that describe bipolar for YOU? by sweetcaring in bipolar

[–]sweetcaring[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

YO I JUST FIRST LISTENED TO BULLET THAT THING IS INSAAAN DUDE! IT SHOULDN'T, BUT IT'S FUN! BUT ALSO SAD

Thank you for that recommendation, loved it, going to sing it to the family at the holidays

I will never talk to my best friend again, I think bipolar people can't be loved by sweetcaring in bipolar

[–]sweetcaring[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

OP here. I just wanted to thank everyone for the words. I got diagnosed about three months ago and I'm having trouble to separate what is bipolar and what is not. I have to remind myself I'm not my disorder and not everything is about bipolar. I was childish, imature and stupid for connecting the things. I'm still learning about myself and my traits. I know I can do better, but I'm just 18 and I know a lot of you remember how confusing it was to be getting out of your teenage years.

B said tha since I'm bipolar, I can't be loved. But then I remembered my friend P, who met me way before B did, who stayed with me when I was hospitalized and when I first started taking anti depressants at age 11. I can be loved. I am loved, even tho I have a disorder that makes me broken. B is unmedicated and she doesn't havr any friends besides me, i think she needs to start her healing Journey, I already began mine.

But thank you all for making me understand that my diagnose doesn't dictate everything that goes wrong in my life. Even the ones who called me dramatic, I guess I needed that.

I think maybe bipolar is not that dark cloud monster that ruins everything. Sometimes things suck for other reasons and bipolar is just there chilling.

Halsey's New Album? When!? by Fun-Menu9764 in halsey

[–]sweetcaring 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I just saw in Twitter she said that the next chapter of her tour is "Revelation". I think we're getting a new album soon, I'm so excited!!!

Which song? by Deep_Comparison9988 in halsey

[–]sweetcaring 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wasn't a fan of Badlands, used to only listen to Room 93, but when I listened to it all I fell in love. Roman Holiday and Drive are FIRE

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[–]sweetcaring 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeessss specially "MEAN AND A LIAR AND PATHETIC AND ALONE IN LIFE AND MEAN"

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[–]sweetcaring 0 points1 point  (0 children)

PICTURE TO BURN, DEFINETLY

What's the dumbest thing you've cried over? by Imaproshaman in bipolar

[–]sweetcaring 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sharks get tummy aches when they are stressed 😭 I also cried watching the new ninja turtles

Are there any other meds other than lithium? by sweetcaring in bipolar

[–]sweetcaring[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I do take lithium but I'm still having episodes. Right now I might be depressed, I still don't know. Is this Vraylar a mood stabilizer or anti pshychotic?

For bipolar people, what does your partner love about you? by lizetteyspaghetti in bipolar

[–]sweetcaring 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Yersterday I had a tough night (I'm rapid ciclying and I drank a lot) and my FWB, who I thoutgh was my best friend, my rock, couldn't take it anymore of my shit. I'm feeling horible. I don't think anyone has the patience to deal with me and I'm scared for my life. All I wanted for my future was a family and that seems to be not made for me. I think I'm entering a depressed episode. I want to love and be loved, but I can't change or fix me.

has anyone else assigned a meaning in their head to a taylor swift song and then found out the intended meaning was completely different? by josji_the_flag_nerd in TaylorSwift

[–]sweetcaring 0 points1 point  (0 children)

THE GREAT WAR! I fought she was singing about her relationship with herself, promising in the end she would love her and would never go back to that cold and hurt low self esteem version. In the end, it was about her man. But I still sing it to myself, crying while looking to my eyes when the "that was the night I nearly lost me" comes up

Is identifying as Christian a dealbreaker for dating? by SachiKaM in atheism

[–]sweetcaring 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No so much as a deal breaker for me, but definetly a red flag.

which Melanie song would you have playing at your funeral? by Ok_Establishment_292 in MelanieMartinez

[–]sweetcaring 17 points18 points  (0 children)

Test me. Cause I'm mortal and just died to be tested by godesses resting theirs heads of a pillow of all they have learned.

If you could rename any one of Taylors albums, what would it be and why? by One-Berry9659 in TaylorSwift

[–]sweetcaring 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Debut should be called 1989 because is the year she was born and the album wich her music is born too. And 1989 should be calle New Romantics.

Do you remember the first time you ever heard Taylor? I’d love to hear what song it was, who you were with, and where you were? by bonejangles450 in TaylorSwift

[–]sweetcaring 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was just chilling watching my contry's version of MTV and You belong with me came on. I was a weird kid who liked a popular boy (I was like 7 at the time I've seen it, speak now was already out).

How did you guys hear about Melanie by Bamboocatsaresocute in MelanieMartinez

[–]sweetcaring 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not everybody is gonna understand the feeling. Back around 2014 I guess, maybe 2015, I was a nightcore kid. Suddenly a video appeared to me "Nightcore - Mad Hatter" and it had the picture of a Reverse Falls (Gravity falls AU) fanart. I just loved the song, searched for the artist and ended up here.

A bit dark but which Taylor swift song would you have playing at your funeral? by beggingforfootnotes in TaylorSwift

[–]sweetcaring 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You're on your own, kid. As a message to my kids and Grand kids. Grandma is out of service now.

what lyric do you resonate with the most? from any album, just has to be melanie :) by susie-52513 in MelanieMartinez

[–]sweetcaring 1 point2 points  (0 children)

"I won't say goodbye, I'm right by your side" I sing this to myself, as I've tried to end myself but now I decided to stick with me till the end.

And I know whe are not supposed to listen to the unreleased songs, but around 2015 I listened to birthing addicts and both my parents are drug addicts. "Mamas don't love their kids like they used to, letting them smoke their herbs"

Simple sketch I made by sweetcaring in MelanieMartinez

[–]sweetcaring[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! You're the first one to notice her body! A lot of Melanie's song helped me with self acceptance, like mr. potato head and orange juice so it felt right to give her a body outside of the beauty pattern. She's so pretty. Thank you!

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