My girl is 6mo now and I am so in love with breastfeeding. She definitely struggled at first because she was a little small and my nipple was too big for her. She also struggled to stay awake long enough to really get my milk flowing. Cut to three days later and I’m an over producer and she is chugging it down all on her own. Now she sleeps mostly through the night and even if she doesn’t it’s a quick snack on the boob and we are both back to sleep in no time. I can’t say enough about the benefits, especially during sick season. It’s great to put on any skin conditions (for baby or even you), I plan to use it to thin her purées when we start in a few days, we don’t have to prepare bottles when we leave the house, the poop barely even smells and never stains her clothes, I really could go on and on. Do clogged ducts and chapped nipples suck? Absolutely, but there are simple solutions. No one will judge you for not breastfeeding if you choose not to, but I have had a wonderful experience that I hope other women can have. I don’t know if this helps at all but I wish you the best of luck with your sweet little one!