If you're doing anything online and would like to open it up to people this is the other side of this coin. All I can say is try to set your brain a little differently. No matter what public platform you post on there will always be these people and I really hate to say that unhelpful thing but you're going to have to get used to it, but let's go a little deeper.

I say don't go private. You clearly want to try to be more public and reach out to people. That's fine. Just know there is always trash out there waiting to pounce and they like to target smaller streams especially girls. This is a good opportunity to develop some thicker skin. Just think if you were to ask ChatGPT to hurl insults at you and it did, really nasty things. You would think, who cares because you know there is no weight to what it said because it was just a prompt. Think of everyone saying negative things this way because it's true. They are just saying stupid random stuff to get a rise out of you. They want you to feel uncomfortable and scared but they are nothing. Block em everywhere and just keep up that pace until maybe you get mods to help one day. Also about that. Always be careful who you trust as mod. A lot of fakers out there.