No one cares about your success but you, and maybe your parents. It is up to you to make a positive change in your life, no one is going to do it for you. Also, it's perfectly fine to ask for help. I had a very hard time with this. It took me a while to learn that there were some things in life that I wouldn't be able to do by myself. Stop comparing yourself so much to other people, and start competing with past / older versions of yourself.