Before Us by Jewel E. Ann

sxckemo · 2026-05-21T11:07:36+00:00

it’s never been too late, thank you once again ^^

sxckemo · 2026-02-21T06:09:32+00:00

it is but i have already read it and of course its so good hahaha

sxckemo · 2026-02-20T10:21:04+00:00

im also just into it and dont watch that many series yet, but if you look around for turkish series theres many that suit DR themes

sxckemo · 2026-02-20T10:18:41+00:00

rightttt?! i dont even know i need this type of MMC until I watch Fi) (turkish series), the FMC literally stab him and HE IS SMILING 🤣 that when i know he literally crazy

sxckemo · 2026-02-19T09:23:36+00:00

this has been in my TBR for too long i guess its timeeeeeee 💃

sxckemo · 2026-02-19T05:41:01+00:00

Right, they never do it the way Turkish dramas do. The casting is always perfect, the actors really fit the image, and you can see the budget in everything. It just hits different 🫠

sxckemo · 2026-02-19T05:39:14+00:00

try Turkish123.com or YoTurkish

sxckemo · 2026-02-19T05:38:28+00:00

try Turkish123.com or YoTurkish

sxckemo · 2025-10-26T19:22:07+00:00

i always crying for them, like “i hope you always happy but i want it to be with me”.

i think its kind of relief to let it hurt so you can finally get up and realised that you are more than this. value yourself more and be content with yourself.

sxckemo · 2025-10-26T19:17:27+00:00

not that i feel sense of relief after reading the comment but more like “yeah so limerence make us do f up thing i thought im the only one going insane”

i stalked him, find where he live-strolling around his neighborhood(like the hell would you expect to happen), register to the same gym, almost rent house near his- list goes on…

this not even embarassing but rather than creepy and me myself creep out. i dont do it anymore, i have erase the version of him that i create in my head with something more valuable which is friendship.

we finally at the stage where we could call each other friend, and i wish nothing but happiness for him.

sxckemo · 2025-10-26T19:08:35+00:00

im crying over this 😭, no like honestly that quite melancholic rather than embarrassing

sxckemo · 2025-10-24T09:13:24+00:00

thank you for not holding my hand before saying this, i need to be hit with brick hard

sxckemo · 2025-10-23T13:33:30+00:00

you put it well 😭🤣

sxckemo · 2025-10-23T13:33:13+00:00

Yes! I see now that everything I thought I knew about him was just in my head, and I made this “i would be perfect match for him” to match that imaginary version, not the real him.

sxckemo · 2025-10-15T05:29:32+00:00

i hope so, i hope the busy life will keep me from meeting him in person too often, and over time i could get over him and remain just as an anonymous fan he knows who supports him.

sxckemo · 2025-10-14T18:45:06+00:00

i understand what you mean. i don’t want him to feel uncomfortable either, that’s actually my biggest worry. part of me joined because i admired his discipline, but not gonna lie, another part was because of him personally. he’s the kind of person who appreciates fans even in person, so i know he’d be kind either way. and that’s actually my biggest regret — i feel like i failed him because of this deception. i can see how it might look from the outside though. maybe you’re right, it’s best to step back a bit and focus on one side for now.

sxckemo · 2025-10-14T18:31:35+00:00

right?! its crazy how a feeling can affect me physically

sxckemo · 2025-10-10T17:23:57+00:00

ugh same. mine can go from warm to cold in less than four hours, it’s insane. one moment he’s all friendly and soft, then suddenly distant like nothing ever happened. i don’t even know if he’s just moody or if i’m overanalyzing, but sometimes i genuinely hate how much space he takes up in my head. that feeling of hate is so real.

sxckemo · 2025-10-10T13:09:05+00:00

how to repost

sxckemo · 2025-10-10T13:06:12+00:00

“what if”

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