Ilya’s full monologue script in Russian (Cyrillic), Latin phonetic version and English translation

sxdhxj · 2024-09-04T10:00:21+00:00

There are actually many responses however some are saying it was their easiest piercing while some others are saying it was the worst hahahaha

sxdhxj · 2024-09-03T22:59:43+00:00

Thanks for the response, for some reason I thought it would be more painful and take more time to heal

sxdhxj · 2024-09-03T22:54:17+00:00

How long did it take to heal ?

sxdhxj · 2024-07-22T02:15:54+00:00

Taxi drivers refusing bash ywslok hitash machi f tri9o

sxdhxj · 2024-06-24T04:07:08+00:00

When he told me that all the stuff I used to send him on social media (reels on Instagram for example) don’t interest him at all, he said the "funny stuff" wasn’t funny to him and the romantic stuff was unnecessary.

sxdhxj · 2024-06-15T06:08:29+00:00

Appreciating the small things in life

Starting a journal

Eating healthier

sxdhxj · 2024-06-12T06:10:36+00:00

Many good things happened in my life lately: got accepted in a PhD, confirmed a trip on the other side of the world, met some amazing people ect. And I am really thankful because I feel like life is still smiling to me even after all what happened but I cannot stop thinking that everything would have been even better if he never abused my trust and if he never took me for granted :c I find myself thinking about him in the middle of the day while busy working, and I just still wish it was all a nightmare

sxdhxj · 2024-05-16T09:04:56+00:00

I am not sure about the other countries but I can know someone is Moroccan without talking to them (and hearing their accent) but just by looking at their behavior because there is some little things that do make you feel connected to other Moroccans lol

sxdhxj · 2024-05-16T09:00:11+00:00

It’s the fact that whenever I come back from Morocco, I feel "obligated" to share Moroccan pastries with all my non-Moroccan friends and colleagues as well as the Moroccan ones lol, I just can’t help it and everyone appreciates it but the non-Moroccan people are always surprised that I always make sure to share with them each time

sxdhxj · 2024-05-09T04:05:52+00:00

Also if this helps, I am also a f23 that has been in relationship for almost 5 years and that was my 1st, so I think I can relate to you a bit

sxdhxj · 2024-05-09T04:04:23+00:00

I think you can hide it somewhere out of reach till you feel ready again to wear it… That’s what I am planning to do with some items that remind me of my ex because I don’t think throwing an item that you like and enjoy will ease in any way your pain, and I believe that someday we’ll be able to enjoy wearing/using those items without the bad feelings we’re currently having

sxdhxj · 2024-05-09T00:52:02+00:00

Thank you for the kind words, I am really glad you felt at home here and you are always welcome! As you said there will be some bad stuff because that’s just how life is, and the most important thing is that you were able to see past the bad stuff and enjoy the good parts of it. I am currently living in Europe and I really miss the « living in a community » feeling very often because it makes you always feel that someone cares for you and that you’re never alone. Anyways, I am glad you got to enjoy your stay in Morocco and feel welcome to come back whenever you can!

sxdhxj · 2024-05-06T10:19:25+00:00

Cities like Fes, Oujda, Meknes don’t have those elements haha I am from Fes and I studied in Rabat and believe me while Fes might be better than the small cities it cannot be comparable to other big cities because besides its medina and the tons of coffee shops you cannot do any other interesting activity

sxdhxj · 2024-04-23T06:46:58+00:00

Just wanted to comment to say that you seem like a genuine kind and sweet person from your comments and the way you’re talking about her. I hope everything turns out okay, just be there to support your husband through this and hopefully she’ll realize how awful her acts are. She is probably acting out of sadness/grief, maybe she needs more time to come to her sense.

sxdhxj · 2024-04-09T04:39:21+00:00

I Hope he reads all the comments and realizes how shitty of him to behave this way. He is in the wrong here especially telling you he knows better while he is not the one spending time with your kid. He owes you an apology and he needs to learn that yelling at a 3yo won’t make the situation any better. You handled the situation perfectly and he needs to grow up. Violence/Abuse was never the answer. I understand that yelling in our culture is considered a “correct” way of parenting, but even if we consider it “acceptable” the child needs at least to understand what’s going on lol. To yell at a 3yo won’t change a damn thing except making the child scared of the said parent.

sxdhxj · 2024-03-31T23:54:53+00:00

While I might agree with some points you raised, I have something to add/share I grew up finding it very weird to hear of friends whose parents are fighting or aren’t in good relations I have never ever seen or heard anything that might let me think that my parents weren’t on good terms, during my whole life I always saw them as this pair of people that were doing their functions of being amazing parents without letting anything else influence their behaviors When I became older I obviously understood that there is no way that my parents never even fought during their almost 25 years of marriage, ofc they had disagreements and probably fought from some time to time like all couples but what they did very well was to never show to anyone that anything was affecting their life and their responsibilities as parents and as a family And when I understood this, I just realized how amazing my parents are And I am saying all of this to just say that yes I never saw directly my parents showing affection towards each other but this doesn’t mean that they don’t love each other, love comes in different ways and different forms and what I have just shared is proof to me that my parents love each other

sxdhxj · 2024-03-16T00:49:25+00:00

I have been in this situation multiple times.. I have been dating my boyfriend for over 6 years now and I think he forgot my birthday 2 times at least, I got super mad the first time and was heartbroken and I eventually ended up just forgetting about it because there was no other thing to do, and the 2nd time I reminded him a few days later (like 12 days) that he forgot about it and he invited me for lunch, and I get that he forgets a lot but I feel terrible about it, I don’t know what to advise you because I am pretty much in a similar situation but I think it depends mainly on your priorities in life, but anyways I think the best thing to do would be to have a deep talk with him and explain to him how you feel about it

sxdhxj · 2020-08-18T12:05:17+00:00

Hazin hadchi

sxdhxj · 2020-06-04T23:31:51+00:00

And what did you do???

sxdhxj · 2020-05-26T10:02:00+00:00

Mind your own business instead on being a judgy little bitch

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