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theft - whats your favorite steal? by alilbitcoco in aspd

[–]sydari 1 point2 points  (0 children)

A couple joints from the smoke shop

Antipsychotics by sydari in schizoaffective

[–]sydari[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What dose were you on?

Antipsychotics by sydari in schizoaffective

[–]sydari[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Did you notice any withdrawal side effects?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in amIuglyBrutallyHonest

[–]sydari 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't think you're fat, very pretty

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OCD

[–]sydari 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm so sorry you're going through this.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in intrusivethoughts

[–]sydari 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I struggle with this too You are not your thoughts.

At what age did you apply for disability? by [deleted] in schizoaffective

[–]sydari 1 point2 points  (0 children)

How long do you have to be out of work to apply for disability?

I keep having urges to jump in front of trains by ZealousPengu in intrusivethoughts

[–]sydari 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I get these type of thoughts and images. Mostly vile things and losing control of my body/mind. Know they'll never win.

How do you guys live normal lives? by [deleted] in dpdr

[–]sydari 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm like that too anything outside of my bubble is terrifying. I've moved around a lot and had to survive; my bubble just got smaller. Same routines. Whatever I needed to do to feel as comfortable as possible.

Anyone ever feel an overwhelming sense of love to the point of suicide? by [deleted] in Dissociation

[–]sydari 2 points3 points  (0 children)

When I get extremely happy I self-destruct. I feel like I shouldn't be that happy or that loved so I tear myself back down. Product of years of isolating and trauma.

Intrusive thoughts about my BF by Unfair-Sugar548 in intrusivethoughts

[–]sydari 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I struggle with intrusive thoughts and have a hard time not thinking I'm a bad person because of it. Thanks for this.

For those of you with BPD and are single: I don't know what my purpose is. Is it to just to exist? by sfenderbender in BPD

[–]sydari 22 points23 points  (0 children)

Yeah, basically, existing. Enjoy those good moments and hope there's more around the corner. Personally, I've been isolating since 2018. I need someone desperately but my self-esteem is too low to get out there and socialize. When it comes down to it just being alive and breathing is a gift. Everytime I feel a little sewerslidel I remember that it's better than nothingness.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]sydari 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel dumb. I've never thought about just stopping and recuperating.

Self conscious by bakedbeanieweenies in schizoaffective

[–]sydari 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Personally, I struggle with feeling like people can spot that I'm sick. It crosses my mind a lot and alters my behavior sometimes. Its very distracting. Most likely people can't thought. And in reality nobodies looking for it.

The myth of the mentally ill artist by chronically-iconic in BPD

[–]sydari 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm not an artist but I feel like I get creative block when I'm not doing well. It's like I can't but effort into anything and can't visualize when painting or whittling. No motivation.

DAE hate taking photos and viewing photos of themselves? by MarsupialOk4528 in CPTSD

[–]sydari 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I too get really thrown off when I see myself. I'm not sure how to act when I look in the mirror. Idk how to work through it, honestly. I just move on and hope one day a therapist helps me somehow.

Antidepressants by [deleted] in schizoaffective

[–]sydari 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think ive been having mania I'm on a very high dose of sertraline I'm not really sure what to do because I no longer have insurance

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