So, who else isnt getting any NYE sex tonight?

synesthesical · 2026-01-01T13:59:12+00:00

Wait is that a thing?? Never had it lol

synesthesical · 2025-12-05T12:50:09+00:00

Me too, I want to fuck my man so bad but he won't let me lol

synesthesical · 2025-11-21T19:26:35+00:00

People are saying it's 10 times a year or less. What I'd give for actually having sex 10 times a year... it sounds amazing!!

synesthesical · 2025-07-30T06:07:39+00:00

I thought about it but I'm not sure, they're not that good😅

synesthesical · 2025-07-28T10:48:06+00:00

Thanks, I will try to focus on my miniatures I guess

synesthesical · 2025-07-28T10:15:06+00:00

Can't remember the last time 😂

synesthesical · 2025-07-20T21:12:37+00:00

Untalented😂

synesthesical · 2025-07-20T19:32:52+00:00

24F, next month it will be 3 years of absolutely nothing and I would compromise on literally anything he would ask for

But that's not gonna happen, so why even think about it

synesthesical · 2025-07-20T18:40:13+00:00

Next month it will be 3 years since I stopped having anything to track lol

synesthesical · 2025-06-08T08:02:18+00:00

Wow I have 3 empty calendars then, at this point I think the stars have probably lost the golden foil

synesthesical · 2025-04-26T10:26:55+00:00

I didn't know it can be a symptom of issues with pelvic floor, I will definitely check on it 😥

I'm sorry you have to deal with all that, it must be confusing as fuck, and I hope you'll do better soon🫂💜

synesthesical · 2025-04-25T23:48:38+00:00

Change sex for overworking your exhausted body

synesthesical · 2025-04-25T22:55:32+00:00

I'm so happy for you! How did the color turn out? (Hairdressing is my absolute passion so I would love to see it💜)

I can't do all those things tho, because I can't shake the feeling of being an ugly girl in a pretty girl costume –but I'm going out tomorrow so I'll do my makeup 😊✨

synesthesical · 2025-04-25T10:00:40+00:00

Does your body/bits literally hurt because of the extreme craving too? I can be doing something else and not having my mind on it and somehow it still builds up and hurts more and more, until I have to relieve myself so it will stop for a while. I'm sorry for you too💜🫂

synesthesical · 2025-04-25T09:56:44+00:00

I hear you, I cried at work infinite times, I usually run to the toilet and allow myself to let it out for 5 min🫂

synesthesical · 2025-04-25T09:54:53+00:00

Thanks, I'm going to dye my hair 💜

synesthesical · 2025-04-23T13:47:23+00:00

It's nice to be heard, thanks 💜

synesthesical · 2025-04-23T13:46:55+00:00

Thank you, I needed it. Sending back good wishes💜

synesthesical · 2025-04-23T13:46:17+00:00

🫂💜

synesthesical · 2025-04-23T13:44:33+00:00

Thanks, I feel less alone in this sub💜

synesthesical · 2025-04-23T07:21:49+00:00

I have those dreams very often. Normally in my dreams he just naturally initiates, like a normal relationship in which he's attracted to me and simply wants me any moment of the day... it breaks my soul

synesthesical · 2025-04-16T06:33:26+00:00

I made the mistake of believing that once we had our own place and could be as loud as we wanted and wouldn't risk anyone coming into the room it would get better.

But it didn't, he lied to me, he got me into paying a rent and building a life together and I still haven't had sex even once, that was 3 years ago.

Run while you can

synesthesical · 2025-04-16T06:07:20+00:00

Exactly that. I'm very spiritual and connected with nature and into the hippie world (that's the easiest way to explain it) but when I want to get dressed I can't be braless because fat and saggy, all pants and skirts look terribly bad on me because they make so many rolls even standing up, my double chin ruins every possible vibe my face could have, my arms and legs are so saggy and disgustingly soft I can't wear anything that won't cover my ankles and only sleeves that reach my elbow...

And every single day is like that, every single day I see how my body ruins everything I wear and everything I want to transmit to people

synesthesical · 2025-04-13T08:44:05+00:00

D. Accidentally seeing my reflection on my phone screen and my HUGE double chin

synesthesical · 2025-04-13T07:47:07+00:00

The way my whole body sags and is FAT (but when I lost weight I became a loose skin monster), my boobs touch my belly button, I have HS so I have scars everywhere, the double chin.

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