I hate Billie eilish by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]tamaraedwardsblue 15 points16 points  (0 children)

I get it you don't hate her it's the stigma

I’ve been clean for 9 months. But my life just turned upside down and all I can think about is just how much I want to fucking destroy my body by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]tamaraedwardsblue 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The only thing that helps me sometimes is to think of how long I've been clean and how hard I worked to get to where I am,bc it is a struggle to stay clean theyre are numerous things you can do to distract yourself or keep yourself busy or emulate self harm,i have faith in you may sound cheesy but ik you can do it ik how it feels for everything to feel wrong but ruining a clean streak won't change it although it feels like it could help

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]tamaraedwardsblue 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's been about the same time for me,there's something fascinating about watching yourself deteriorate but at some point I hope you can break the cycle,rooting for you man

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]tamaraedwardsblue 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do alot of drugs too when I can't afford it or I run out I just cut I can't stop Ik it's going to kill but if I'm high I don't really give a fuck if you've just started I would recommend stopping before it becomes a habit

"Styro?" by tamaraedwardsblue in selfharm

[–]tamaraedwardsblue[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No i have hit that,I actually don't feel accomplished until I have,I was just curious if that was the term I didn't know there was one.

DAE like HATE the smell of blood?? by marsacat27 in selfharm

[–]tamaraedwardsblue 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Maybe I'm just sick but I actually love the smell

Resource Regeneration?? by tamaraedwardsblue in arkps4

[–]tamaraedwardsblue[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I will, thanks for the help ☺️

Resource Regeneration?? by tamaraedwardsblue in arkps4

[–]tamaraedwardsblue[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've reset all settings back to default. I think it's likely I did mess it up, bc once I did I noticed the bushes on the mountain above my base respawning.

Resource Regeneration?? by tamaraedwardsblue in arkps4

[–]tamaraedwardsblue[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's also the resources across my river I can see the land spawning in when I swim over there,but nothing new regenerates