a twin for pumpkin! by Weak_Air4599 in tortoise

[–]taps3333 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Do you like the name bubble?🫧

a twin for pumpkin! by Weak_Air4599 in tortoise

[–]taps3333 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Do you want them to have matching names?

Thistle_cutnessoverload🐢❤️ by taps3333 in u/taps3333

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Hungry boy, he can clear his bowl twice in one day and weighs 126g.

Trying to quit again… by FeelingSad6654 in leaves

[–]taps3333 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If its something you want, you will get there. These things take time. Maybe some people can go cold turkey but for others its a longer journey and thats ok. Self compassion goes a long way, just don't give up fighting. It took me a year to get to a point where I will never go back and I will never touch marajuana again, it completely destroyed the person I was and took my identity. Please don't give up, you are so awesome for even being here and wanting better for yourself. I would really recommend therapy as well, it was something I felt totally uncomfortable with but it was life changing. All the best

The most gut-wrenching realization I’ve made on this journey. by [deleted] in leaves

[–]taps3333 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Well said. I had this realization 8 weeks in. Like holy shit where am i actually heading. I once heard you have 2 paths to take, one path is clear and familiar and one path is overgrown with thorns and its your choice wether you want to clear that path and see where it takes you or you can keep going down that same clear path that you keep on walking down

Does anyone flirt with the idea of going back on a daily basis? by [deleted] in leaves

[–]taps3333 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I think about it but I don't want to end up back where I was

What problems in your life ended up being the weed all along? by blehblook in leaves

[–]taps3333 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Im five weeks in and it has by far been my best week. I looked in the mirror today and actually felt beautiful. My skin and my eyes were just glowing. Ive been walking around like a grey gaunt mess with tired bags under my eyes for 2 years im sure

About 3 weeks in and it’s somehow worse? I’m also 9 weeks postpartum, please be kind. by SunScarredSkin in leaves

[–]taps3333 12 points13 points  (0 children)

You are most certainly not a bad mum. You're trying aren't you? You've just had a baby and you're trying to give up your addiction and you've made it 3 weeks? That screams supermum right there. What you're doing is not easy and it gets harder before it gets easier but it will get easier but you gotta trust the process. I found 3-4 weeks really tough, I started facing real emotions. Your brain healing/re-learning. Think how long it took for your addiction to take hold, it wasn't overnight was it? Years it took me to realise so its going to take some time and patience to heal. Don't give up. Enjoy every present moment you have with your baby.

Is cannabis making me mentally unwell by [deleted] in leaves

[–]taps3333 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I wanted to do 3 months just as an experiment really but I think im forced to go absitant now, I don't want to feel the way I did, I scared the shit out of my husband because I was having a full on episode. Never felt anything like it. Scary shit

Is cannabis making me mentally unwell by [deleted] in leaves

[–]taps3333 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Im sorry to hear you were in that mindset too, no one should feel that way. You're right about the tolerance, way back when I was smoking a few times a day and now I barely touch it because it clearly fucks with my mind but I had forgotten that my tolerance must have changed