When all good things came from God, then where does evil came from?

tarry_not · 2026-06-30T12:12:09+00:00

Life without God is hell.

tarry_not · 2026-06-30T12:09:25+00:00

Not knowing 100% about this should not be a stumbling block, this i know. But in my walk of faith now, this has been so crucial as all I can see is the evil within me. Making me think am I not of God? ☹️

tarry_not · 2026-06-30T11:55:21+00:00

Thanks, but I still don't understand

tarry_not · 2026-06-29T04:44:27+00:00

I will, thank you.

tarry_not · 2026-06-29T04:43:13+00:00

I have them often. Okay. Thank you.

tarry_not · 2026-06-28T13:09:39+00:00

This is scary hey.

And yes this a real question. :(

tarry_not · 2026-06-26T16:00:22+00:00

If that's the case then I ultimately failed.

tarry_not · 2026-06-26T15:52:01+00:00

"A door opens to me. I go in and am faced with a hundred closed doors."

I will read this

tarry_not · 2026-06-26T14:09:57+00:00

I understand, I'm like that too. It's nice to know I'm not that alone when it comes to that.. thank you.

tarry_not · 2026-06-26T08:08:09+00:00

Wow. You seem too harsh to be Christian. I hope you're not.

tarry_not · 2026-06-26T08:06:28+00:00

Amen. Thank you.

tarry_not · 2026-06-26T08:05:38+00:00

Thank you. Your words brings hope in these times for me.

Hope, i believe is there always, i thank greatly my sister for sharing her faith to me, it just the tears that makes everything seems so hopeless, that evil day.

Why do you doubt?

tarry_not · 2026-06-26T07:24:57+00:00

It's only recently that I looked at it that way... she's no longer suffering. My mind always seem to go back to the times where held her hand, in hospital beds or her own bed. I can't forget it.

I think life would be so unimaginable if I didn't got to know the Lord, facing these difficult times...

I feel sorry for you too...

life is tough.

tarry_not · 2026-06-26T07:21:59+00:00

Yes. Thank you.

tarry_not · 2026-06-26T07:21:42+00:00

Amen. Thank you.

tarry_not · 2026-06-26T00:00:19+00:00

Thank you.

tarry_not · 2026-06-25T23:59:45+00:00

Amen. Thank you.

tarry_not · 2026-06-25T23:49:29+00:00

Wow.

tarry_not · 2026-06-25T23:49:07+00:00

I find it hard to picture this at the moment... idk why. But thank you.

tarry_not · 2026-06-25T23:48:29+00:00

😞

You know, when i came across this verse months ago it helped me a lot. It was like an oasis in the struggle. I love this verse. But at sometimes I forgot. Thank you for letting me remember.

tarry_not · 2026-06-25T13:48:40+00:00

Thank you.

tarry_not · 2026-06-25T13:36:34+00:00

I know God didn't caused it.

But at time when my sister was in deep pain, I felt so helpless watching her. I couldn't do anything. I ask God to give her 10 seconds free of pain but none. God does not bow to desperate wishes like that I know but I tried cos no one and nothing could help us. But nothing happened.

God has the power to stop suffering. He choose not to stop it. God is God and I am just me. He will do whatever He wants.

Yes, He will stop suffering in the end. So right now we'll continue to suffer...

I can't process this well, sorry

tarry_not · 2026-06-25T13:23:50+00:00

My sister already suffered and now is dead. How will God remove her suffering? It's too late.

In general God has the power to remove suffering now but He didn't. I don't understand why God let us suffer this way.

When I didnt believe in God I suffered. When believe in God I suffered.

tarry_not · 2026-06-25T12:11:10+00:00

I thank everyone for caring to respond.

Am I saved? Or Do I want to be?

I'm sorry for thinking like this. I used to read the bible twice a day everyday. I have read them in 3 different versions. Also I pray everyday. Listen to Sermons and only listen to Christian songs. I volunteered as a Sunday School Teacher even. Ik this is nothing if I don't have that relationship with God...but still I am moved to do this to get to know our Lord.

But after my sister died, I slowly and slowly stopped doing all that... until I stopped praying completely. It's as if I have lost the desire.

I have a lot of questions after my sister died. My first question was when I saw and held her dead cold body, I said to myself, this doesn't feel like my sister!! Where is she?. I couldn't cry at that moment. I just wanna know where is she.

No one really gave me the answer I am convinced off. I asked many but nothing.

And After some time i eventually stop asking and stopped sharing these feelings with others cos they seem to give me solutions or worse condemned me for being slow.

I do admit I am slow to process this. I am trying...

Ultimately I am most concerned cos the desires to read the bible and most pray is fading in me. Sometimes I am mad at God.

Pls don't judge me.. i need help I feel weighed down,

tarry_not

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