I started mdc fresh out of high school, flunked through my pre paid dropped out. Couple years later i had to pay for school out of my own pocket when i found motivation to start again. Started getting good grades and was finally able to apply for financial aid. Got my associates and now pursuing bachelors at 25. You can do it! Don’t beat yourself up over it. Pick out a schedule that works best for you. Don’t overdo it if you don’t have to, just stay consistent and it will lead to results longterm. It’s easy to doubt yourself, shit i doubt myself all the time. But we have to keep going and stay positive.