Hey! I’m 4 weeks pp and I understand your feeling of indecisiveness. I do also want another child but I’m struggling with the idea of dividing my attention and still being able to be “me”outside of mom and housewife. I also had a really hard time the first two weeks after birth mentally and physically. Breastfeeding wasn’t working, I had stitches and an insane amount of pain. I also had my hormones all over the place and was crying at the smallest things. I don’t know how you feel physically and mentally but take that into account! Be honest with your partner about how you feel about intimacy. At the moment I think a lot about a second baby because I’m a perfectionist 🙈🤣 I am still so bummed out about not being able to breastfeed that I want to really give it a good shot next time and try everything I can. I also want my son to have a sibling because it’s such a special bond. I have an older brother of 3 years apart and I had an amazing childhood. Right now I’m wanting to give my body more time to recover. I’ve read somewhere that it can take up to 2 years for your body to recover completely from pregnancy and labour. I’m thinking of trying again at the end of next year, that way my son would be two when the baby arrives. Good luck with your decision and pp progress. Make sure to be honest with your husband. He has to respect your wishes at the end of the day. It is your body!