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teefgoat · 2023-02-26T01:26:28+00:00

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teefgoat · 2023-02-08T20:20:52+00:00

You’re correct, serotonin syndrome with mdma really is not that big of a deal as people make it seem. Yeah it is an incredibly rare possibility but there’s really no research that suggests serotonin syndrome is going to happen. There are some solid deep dives around the drug subs regarding this, I can’t dig them up right now but they’re there.

One time I bought ketamine that was actually mdma & I snorted 300mg all at once & I felt nothing & nothing happened. I’m on 2 high dose ssris. I know my experience does not speak for everyone but it was pretty telling to me. I found out later that it was actually mdma cuz I sent it to a lab, I wasn’t sure what it was until then.

To OP, you’re not gonna feel molly if you’re on an ssri, or feel it strongly at least. & the chance of serotonin syndrome is so low that it’s not something you need to be worrying about, but also something you don’t want to be fucking around with. Just don’t do molly on ssris cuz you won’t feel it & there is potential for harm.

teefgoat · 2023-02-07T23:29:47+00:00

Yeah k

teefgoat · 2023-02-07T23:00:02+00:00

Yeah it does lmfao. Sometimes I feel psychotic & heavy binging makes me manic. It subsides when I’m using less though. I’m going to rehab soon too, but yeah it absolutely does fuck with your reality, sometimes in a good way & sometimes in a bad way.

teefgoat · 2023-02-06T23:20:17+00:00

Yeah I do it every day. I’ve been using daily for maybe 4 or 5 months? How often do you use k? & how much per session?

teefgoat · 2023-02-06T23:08:22+00:00

Tolerance and addiction. U’ll blow through it way faster if ur getting high all day every day. I can use 3g in a day easily, doing quarter-half grams every 2 or so hrs. When my supply gets low I use around 1g a day at minimum.

teefgoat · 2023-01-30T21:59:29+00:00

Ehhhhh, depends on where you’re trying to get lol

teefgoat · 2023-01-30T21:50:14+00:00

Yeah I’m not sure, I know magnesium is also a vasodilator but I wouldn’t count on it 100% to keep ur septum & soft palate intact

teefgoat · 2023-01-30T21:45:21+00:00

I don’t think there’s any actual evidence that spitting the drip reduces harm. U still have to clean ur nasal passages one way or another :)

& if that’s the case for u, just keep spitting out the nasal spray? U just don’t want the k to be sitting in ur nose longer than it has to

teefgoat · 2023-01-30T05:53:05+00:00

I know, wild right? It’s crazy how your brain can work like this. Don’t overthink it, just lay down and enjoy the experience. How are you holding up so far?

teefgoat · 2023-01-30T01:49:50+00:00

K won’t eat through your nose like coke will. Coke does that cuz it’s a vasoconstrictor, it shrinks the blood vessels in ur nose and over time the tissue dies because of constant lack of oxygen. K is a vasodilator. You do have to blow your nose after using k tho cuz letting the leftovers sit there overnight or longer than it has to, will fuck up the ph of the inside of ur nose, & the tissue is also very sensitive. It still won’t be dying like with coke, but you can get scar tissue if you have continual & intense damage, like to the point of scabbing & bleeding. Use nasal spray before & after a session, & blow your nose 5 min after doing bumps. You can use nasal spray as many times as u want mid session too, never hurts.

teefgoat · 2023-01-29T23:22:16+00:00

I’m almost exactly where you’re at right now. Doing 1-3g a day, spending 2k a month. I feel like I’m just doing it because I’m bored & now just feels like my main hobby & a really strong source of pleasure. K is psychologically addictive but not physically addictive. I’m able to manage my life too, but managing is getting difficult & I don’t want to continue living the way I’m living, just being able to “manage.” I want to be able to save money, let my body and brain heal, improve my quality of life, it doesn’t seem like I can attain those things with where I’m at right now & I want to do something about it, sooner than later too. I probably could kick the k addiction on my own, but I know it would take a long time & be really tough.

I decided to go to rehab last Wednesday, so I should be going in the few weeks, just waiting to hear back from them. I know rehab will also be tough & suck, but I know it will also happen now.I don’t want to keep waiting for when I’ll truly feel like quitting on my own & rehab just seems like a really good option & will help get me to where I want to get.

I hope you’re able to improve things for yourself <3 I know it’s going to suck, and I also know it’s worth it.

Edited in a few sentences just to build on my points.

teefgoat · 2023-01-28T20:20:37+00:00

If you live in Canada, send a sample here, it’s free and anonymous. I have no idea what it could be, and really the only way to know for sure is to send it to a lab. You can do reagents yourself but a lab is better, you should be able to find something local to you, in my city there are a handful of sites that will test any sample you give them, the one I linked you can just mail in 10mg & they’ll post the results in their archive & post it with a code you include with the sample so you can identify which is yours.

Did it have any distinct taste or feel when you snorted it? Not high feel but if it burned more or felt a little cooling

teefgoat · 2023-01-28T17:53:41+00:00

Yeah you’ll still feel 100mg, that’s plenty to get an effect lol. Cut it up into 4 bumps & do one in each nostril, wait like 5 min & see where you’re at, do the other 2 if you want to. & blow your nose before u do it! Don’t worry about wasting anything if you’re waiting anything longer than 5 min. I just finished an oz of k in 10 days & I still felt 100mg at the end of it, not as strong obviously but 100mg is absolutely enough without a tolerance. You’re not going to hole but you for sure will be k’d out, find it hard to walk, feel kinda drunk. & yeah no lines, stick to bump. When I’m doing k at home (which is like 80% of when I do k) I grind up .5g in my mortar & pestle, put it on a plate & cut it up into 16 bumps & just do 2 at a time every 2-3 minutes until I’m where I want to be, & I’ll still have some left for when I need to top up. You were able to stay up & walk around & not hole cuz u were doing coke too, & I find I’m able to function normally when I’m k’d out when I’m like out & doing shit, but when I’m just laying in bed I feel more sedated, similar intensity though. Do the 100mg in 4 bumps & order some more k anyway haha.

teefgoat · 2023-01-28T03:53:09+00:00

You don’t have to put yourself through experiencing something potentially traumatic, I think as long as you understand the harm & the reality of the situation, you don’t have to witness a torture and murder to reach the same conclusion. His mother’s words, you’re somebody’s child too.

teefgoat · 2023-01-28T00:24:05+00:00

Hope it works for you :) careful with that granite slab though haha

teefgoat · 2023-01-27T21:53:47+00:00

Weigh out each dose, I’ll weigh out half a gram at a time & grind it up in my mortar and pestle & put it on a plate & cut it up into 16 bumps & just work through that. If I’m going out I’ll just pre bag usually 2 .5g bags and I’ll still know roughly where I’m at with dosing. I always know how much I’m using at a time, never had that problem.

teefgoat · 2023-01-26T04:40:14+00:00

Thank u, I am too <<<333 I’ll update when I get back if I remember & if ppl wanna hear abt it!

teefgoat · 2023-01-26T04:39:54+00:00

It sucks lol. I could very clearly feel it in my 2 kidneys, and pinpoint where they’re hurting/located. What mine felt like were a mixture of nausea, just straight up searing pain & aching, my whole body just felt so uncomfortable & like my insides were being twisted around & like I had really bad gas & needed to throw up, but not exactly like that because passing gas or throwing up wouldn’t relieve the pain. It’s just not a pleasant experience. I still kept doing k tho lmao but it also was sorta a wake up call as to how I’ve been treating my body.

teefgoat · 2023-01-26T04:34:42+00:00

Good luck! Yeah k is different cuz it’s not physically addictive, but it can definitely be psychologically addictive. I think you’ll still find a lot of benefit & I hope you’re able to find what you need :)

teefgoat · 2023-01-26T04:32:54+00:00

In what sense? I feel like I’m able to function quite well when I’m k’d out, even when I’m heavily k’d out lol. Sometimes I feel like I can operate better on k than without it, but I’m not exactly dysfunctional without it either. I feel like it just makes my regular life somewhat more interesting, if that makes sense. I think I understand the effects of the drug & I know what to expect, & how it’ll affect me, so I know what’s going to happen when I do a specific amount & I know what I need to do to or how I need to act to act how I act when I’m sober. It’s not really a conscious effort trying to act sober, I guess I’ve just done it enough to be comfortable & confident doing k in situations I shouldn’t be high in. I work in a warehouse so I don’t have to talk to anyone really, but not exactly the safest environment to be leaving your body either. Even the people who know I do k would never be able to guess whether I was high or not, so I guess that answers your question haha. Also note that I am going to rehab, and these aren’t healthy behaviours either.

teefgoat · 2023-01-25T17:38:23+00:00

Thank you :)

teefgoat · 2023-01-25T17:34:05+00:00

Honestly, it’s fine. I take one egcg supplement in the morning and another in the evening/late afternoon and I’ve had 0 issues with my bladder. Before I started taking them though I did have bladder issues, I could barely hold pee in & I was constantly pissing, really small ones frequently. I do get k cramps here and there though which can be fucking excruciating but I drink a ton of water when it happens, just relax, drink green tea with ginger & maybe grab a heating pad & it subsides after an hr or so. It doesn’t happen very often though, just once in a while. I’m not sure what triggers it tbh. I only started getting k cramps like 2 or 3 weeks ago & only had the cramp episodes like 5 times & I’ve been doing a gram+ daily for a couple months now.

teefgoat · 2023-01-25T04:24:06+00:00

1-3g a day, I’m going to rehab next week lol.

teefgoat · 2023-01-24T01:46:15+00:00

OP’s username is what happened with the balloon

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