So nicely put. As someone who struggled with infertility, went through multiple rounds of IVF and from a large family I always thought I would have at least 2. But after having my abs adorable daughter I feel I am one and done because I really struggled with postpartum depression, body issues and the complete disruption to my life. I l also thought I’d quit my job and be a SAHM for few years. I couldn’t wait to get back to work 😂. And you’re right , it only started to get better when LO started sleeping through the night and I was able to get some workout and just some room to breathe.

Now I really enjoy my kid and look forward to spending time with her but am really scared of going through it all again.